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Q Does this feel like a breakthrough year for you?
A It wasn’t planned. I had about 10 years of writing
fiction and not getting anywhere, and none of it
getting published, but I kept writing. This is going to
be the ninth book in 10 years. I feel like it’s taken its
toll on me. It’s taken so much creative energy – it’s not
just the writing, it’s the preparation of the book, and
then promoting it. But I’ve realised recently that when
I’m writing, it’s one of the few times that I don’t feel
anxious about the world, because I’m creating my
own worlds. I never really have book deals, I tend
to write a book and then sell it, or try and sell it.
Suddenly it’s all fallen into place in the past year or
two. Anyway, it’s making me think, how am I going to
manage all of this?


Q The Offing is your first book for a major publisher
after several with independents...
A I did do a book for Picador that came out 10 years
ago [Richard, a novelisation of the last days of
musician Richey Edwards]. But there was a regime
change there and my editor left, and they were keen
to publish my next book, but then weren’t. That book
was Pig Iron. It was done, and I didn’t want to hang
around for a year or two, trying to get a deal. So, I put
it out through [independent publisher] Blue Moose.
I’m impatient really. The publishing business has tried
and tested ways of doing things, but it can hold you
back if you’re at the mercy of it.


Q You seem intimidatingly determined. Are you?
A I don’t feel that! I feel like an anxious, nervous mess,
actually. I’ve written a couple of articles about this,
one of which has the opening line: ‘Does writing
cause anxiety or does anxiety cause writing?’ I don’t


know whether people become writers because it’s a
good way to manage those feelings – I think that’s the
case with me, I’ve just always wanted to be a writer,
and I’ve always found escape through reading and
writing. The Offing was written almost purely for
myself. All the other books are really dark with
flashes of violence. I realised I didn’t want to write
anything like that at the moment so, once a week,
while working on The Offing, I would go to the new
library in Halifax a few miles from me, and I’d write by
hand in a notepad with no real plans to publish it. I
wanted to write something that was lighter and more
uplifting, with a strong female lead. Other stuff by me
is pretty heavy going. It’s not stuff I like to read back.

Q The end of Beastings was really shocking...
A I feel the same about it. I’m on the side of everyone
who feels a bit traumatised by that, and other stuff
I’ve written, and I do look back and think, where did
that come from? I just find violence horrific, actually.
Real-life violence is horrible. I think part of it is, as
a young man, there was this acceptance that you
would get beaten up if you went out round pubs or
nightclubs. Sooner or later, some big idiot will

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