Cosmopolitan USA – September 2019

(C. Jardin) #1
those little girls who fantasizes about her wedding—but
she’d love to be a mom.
Just thinking about her early 20s makes her cringe.
“There’s a part of me that doesn’t necessarily dispute
e ve r y t h i n g I ’ ve s a id ,” I g g y s ay s. “B ut I de f i n it e ly fe e l l i ke ,
Who the fuck is that person? It’s that time in your life when
you think, I’m a real grown-up and I know everything, and
you can’t tell me shit.” Now she knows the truth: The more
stuff you break, the harder it is to put it all back together.
“The older I get, the less I fucking know about any-
thing,” she says. With that, Iggy stands up and throws her
now-empty water glass across the room. It makes a loud
clang. She doesn’t flinch.

Her lightbulb moment was realizing that maybe she’d

been wrong—blowing up on critics and other stars, being


difficult to work with, screaming out all her feelings on


Twitter. “You want to be right so bad because you feel like


you’r e j u s t i f ie d , yo u r e mo t ion s a r e s o r e a l ,” s he s ay s


matter-of-factly, like someone who’s learned to talk about


these things in therapy. “It’s hard to say, ‘Okay, I handled


that in a bad way.’”


Iggy has left Los Angeles for Atlanta, where she

recorded in her mixtape days, to live with her boyfriend,


rapper Playboi Carti. Fast-forward 10 years and she hopes


she and Playboi are still together, still living in Atlanta.


She doesn’t care if they get married—she was never one of


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Barneys. Marion Parke heels
Hair: Francisco Maymi (Hair by
Fran). Makeup: Lora Arellano
using Melt Cosmetics.
Manicure: Julie Kandalec.
Props styled by Chelsea Maruskin
for Art Department.
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