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Eternity projects NewPhilosopher
Illustration by Aida Novoa and Carlos Egan
When the British Museum in
London was in the process of acquir-
ing its spectacular wave-form roof in
the late 1990s, I contemplated do-
nating a single triangular pane to sit
among some 3,000 other non-iden-
tical panes making up the Museum’s
iconic ceiling. I was tickled that my
name would be engraved on a singu-
lar piece of strengthened glass and
that all it would cost to bind myself
into the fabric of this magnificent
building was a couple of hundred
pounds – the price of a pair of Eu-
rostar tickets or a splash-out family
meal. What motivated me was a feel-
ing that I wanted to give something
back to the old British Library, with
its cartwheel seating and sky-blue
leather chairs, where I spent many a
year reading and researching.
I wonder now if my motives mir-
rored, on a small scale, those that drive
wealthy philanthropists to donate en-
tire buildings to the public, buildings
which then (quite naturally) get named
for them: the Sainsbury’s Wing, or
the Sackler Gallery, or the Clore? The
cynic in me thinks that philanthropists
have more practical matters in view.
Tax breaks, for one; brand ubiquity, for
another. But if vanity doesn’t also play
some small part in things, what about
posterity – that tangible afterlife that
one acquires not in heaven but here
on Earth by having oneself, or one’s
family name, commemorated in bricks
and mortar? And if the buildings don’t
survive, then surely the history books
will remember.
Certainly there is comfort in the
idea of securing posterity, of being able
to swim in the stream of later genera-
tions – to linger among distant suc-
cessors and become a kind of uniquely
present ancestor. This is the dream of
immortality re-cast in a material light,
a means of extending (literally) the es-
sence of oneself post-death without
actually being physically manifest. It is
about posterity as duration, not tran-
scendence. But in a secular world, who
would quibble with that?
Yet, as someone who writes books
that will certainly outlast me, not least
carry my thoughts and words to peo-
ple I will never meet, I can honestly
say that posterity is not something I
actively seek. My afterlife, such as it
is, will instead be a by-product of my
putting something into the world that
I felt motived to undertake for urgent
and proximate reasons that have eve-
rything to say to the vital present. It
doesn’t excite me particularly to think
by Mariana Benjamin Eternity projects