G
oodnewsamigos,it
turnsoutI canstill
playreasonablegolf.
Actually,forme,
outstandinggolf.I know you’ll all be
pleasedforme.
Moreaccurately,itturnsoutthatI can
half-playthegamedecently. Here’s the
waymylatestround
went...firstnineholes,
12 points,someokay
shots,somebadluck,
someverypoorstuff.
Allrepresentativeof
mygameoverthelast
fewmonths–notbad
enoughtogiveup,not
goodenoughtomake
mebelieveinthe
swingchangesthe
poor,befuddledsoul
whooccasionallytries
tocoachmehassuggested I make as I
tottertowardsoblivion.
Buthere’sthething,theBIGTHING,
aboutthisroundatthebeautifully
presentedHankleyCommonGolfClub
inSurrey,whichoffersaheathland,
sandy-soiled,linksyarenainwhichone
mayescapethehustle,thebustle and
theongoingconfusionoflife.
IknewitwasterrificasI haveplayed
thereseveraltimesbefore,but
anticipationoftenbeatsparticipation
- mywifewilltestifytothis–andsoit
provedwhenI reachedthehalfway
point.I wasabucketfulofpointsbehind
mymuchyoungercompanionsandthey
hadinevitablydescendedintowhat
theythoughtwaskindencouragement
butwhichstruckmeaspatronising.You
knowwhatI mean,it’sthecul-de-sacof
emotioncalled“ahbless”,usuallymeant
wellbutstillcarryingtheunderlying
messagewhenappliedtoanolder
blokethatwhattheyarereallythinking
is“isn’tthedodderingoldfooldoing well
to be still walking fairly upright”.
Tobefair,thisperceivedslightproved
justthecatalystI needed.Thatandthe
extraordinarybehaviourofamarshalon
the10thtee,whosuggestedweneeded
tospeedupourplay.Aswewereonthe
teeandthegroupbehindwasjust
appearingonthehorizonwhiletheones
infrontwereonthegreen,thisseemed
ratherdaftandI toldhimso.Still,bless
him,hewasevenolderthanmeso
maybehecouldn’tseethatfar.Yes,I can
bepatronisingmyselfonoccasion.
Anyway,alltheaforementioned
servedtosnapmeoutofmywalking
coma.Toputitsimply,I pulledmyself
together,girdedmyloinsandwhacked
easilymybestdriveoftheday,followed
byanexcellentsecondshotandtwo
puttsforaconsolingandencouraging
paronthecourse’sstrokeonehole.
Isn’titastonishingwhatacoupleof
propershotsdoestoyourconfidence
andinnerSeve?I parredthenexttwo
andsuddenlyI wasoffandthoughnot
yetrunning,walkingbrisklyandwith
purpose to shot after shot after shot.
Insteadofover-thinkingwhatI was
tryingtodo,ratherthanhearingmy
coach’swisewordsinmyhead,I justdid
whathehadbeentryingtogetmetodo.
Asever,carefree,instinctive,trust-
yourselfgolfworked.Itfeltgood.I felt
younger.Youdon’thavetoplayyour
best golf to enjoythegamebut,crikey, it
doeshelp.
Andso–waitforit
attheback–afterthat
frustratinglyawful
frontnineI cameback
with 23 pointsand,
yes,itcould,should,
havebeenmorewith
justalittlemoreluck
ongreenssopure
theyalmostoffereda
religiousexperience.
Ifthereisalessonto
belearnedfromthis
topsy-turvyrounditisthis:nevergiveup,
nevergivein,justrelaxandtrytoexpress
yourselftothebestofyourability.Of
course,whetherI canplugintothis
mantranexttimeoutremainstobeseen.
Idon’twishtoover-eggmysudden
transformationbut,hell,whynot.Itwas
thebestsustainedburstofgolfI’ve
enjoyedforafewyearsandifyoufeelI
amratherboastingaboutit,thenyou’re
damnright.Theoldgamekicksusall
hardsomewheresoftoftenenough,soa
manshouldcelebratewhenhemanages
tograbitbythescruffofitsneckand
forceitintosomekindofsubmission.
I knowitwillgetmebacksooner
ratherthanlaterbutI nowknowalso
thattuckedawaysomewheredeepis
myinnergolfer,theonewhousedto
comeoutandplayquiteoften.I feared
thatthisplayerhadscarperedbuthe
hasn’t.Hewasjustrestingforafew
years,probablygigglingwhilehedidso.
Nowhe’sbackI’mdeterminedto
keephimaliveandwellandpaying
attention. Wish me luck.
GolfMonthly’seditor-at-largeandGolfAmbassadorforProstateCancerUK
BILL
ELLIOTT
“The old game
kicks us all hard
somewhere soft
often enough”
Illustration:
Peter Strain