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It was this night that he told me the strange story of his
youthwithDanCody—toldittomebecause“JayGatsby.”had
broken up like glass against Tom’s hard malice, and the long
secretextravaganzawasplayedout.Ithinkthathewouldhave
acknowledgedanythingnow,withoutreserve,buthewantedto
talk about Daisy.
She was the first “nice” girl he had ever known. In various
unrevealed capacities he had come in contact with such
people,butalwayswithindiscernible barbedwirebetween.He
found her excitingly desirable. He went to her house, at first
with other officers from Camp Taylor, then alone. It amazed
him—hehadnever beenin suchabeautiful housebefore. but
whatgaveitan airofbreathlessintensity,was thatDaisylived
there—it was ascasual a thingtoher ashistentout atcamp
was to him. There was a ripe mystery about it, a hint of
bedrooms up-stairs more beautiful and cool than other bed-
rooms, of gay and radiant activities taking place through its
corridors,and ofromances thatwere not mustyand laid away
already in lavender but fresh and breathing and redolent of
this year’s shining motor-cars and of dances whose flowers
werescarcelywithered.Itexcitedhim,too,thatmanymenhad
alreadylovedDaisy—itincreasedhervalueinhiseyes.Hefelt
their presenceall about the house, pervading the airwith the
shades and echoes of still vibrant emotions.
Buthe knewthathe was in Daisy’shouseby acolossal acci-
dent. However glorious might be his future as Jay Gatsby, he
was at present a penniless young man without a past, and at
any moment the invisible cloak of hisuniform might slip from
hisshoulders. So he made the most of histime. He tookwhat
he could get, ravenously and unscrupulously — eventually he
tookDaisy onestillOctober night,tookherbecause hehad no
real right to touch her hand.
He might have despised himself, for he had certainly taken
her underfalse pretenses. Idon’t mean thathe had traded on
his phantom millions, but he had deliberately given Daisy a
senseofsecurity;he let herbelievethathewas a personfrom
much the same stratum asherself — that he was fully able to
takecareofher.Asamatteroffact,hehadnosuchfacilities—
hehad nocomfortable familystandingbehindhim,and hewas

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