costhis
regimedearly.
Remember:Youare
your
ownfather.Donotlet
yourselfspendyearscreatingyourselfonly
tolet
yourguard
downand
allowthe
ghost
ofthe
past—father,
habit,
history—to
sneakbackin.
Finally,
asnotedinthe
story
ofLouis
XV,
plenitude
and
prosperity
tendtomakeus
lazy
andinactive:Whenour
power
issecurewehaveno
needtoact.Thisisaserious
danger,especially
forthosewhoachievesuc-
cessand
power
atan
earlyage.
The
playwright
Tennessee
Williams,
forin-
stance,
foundhimself
skyrocketed
from
obscurity
tofame
by
thesuccessof
TheGlass
Menagerie.
“ThesortoflifewhichIhad had
previous
tothis
popuv
lar
success,”
helater
wrote,
“wasonethat
required
endurance,
alifeof
clawing
and
scratching,
butitwasa
good
lifebecauseitwasthesortoflife
for
whichthehuman
organism
iscreated.Iwasnotawareofhowmuch
vital
energy
had
gone
intothis
struggle
until
the
struggle
wasremoved.
This
was
security
atlast.Isatdownandlookedaboutmeandwas
suddenly
verydepressed.”
Williamshadanervous
breakdown,
which
may
in
fact
havebeen
necessary
forhim:Pushedtothe
psychological
edge,
hecould
start
writing
withtheold
vitalityagain,
andhe
produced
AStreetcarNamed
Desire.
FyodorDostoyevsky, similarly,
wheneverhewroteasuccessful
novel,
wouldfeelthatthefinancial
security
hehad
gained
madetheactof
creation
unnecessary.
Hewouldtakehisentire
savings
tothecasinoand
wouldnotleaveuntilhehad
gambled
away
hislast
penny.
Oncereduced
to
poverty
hecouldwrite
again.
Itisnot
necessary
to
go
tosuch
extremes,
but
you
mustbe
prepared
to
returnto
square
one
psychologically
ratherthan
growing
fatand
lazy
with
prosperity.
PabloPicassocoulddealwith
success,
but
onlybyconstantly
changing
the
style
ofhis
painting,
often
breaking
completely
withwhat
hadmadehimsuccessfulbefore.Howoftenour
earlytriumphs
turnus
intoakindofcaricatureofourselves. Powerful
peoplerecognize
these
traps;
likeAlexanderthe
Great,
theystruggleconstantly
tore—createthem-
selves.Thefathermust.notbeallowedto
return;
hemustbeslainat
every
step
ofthe
way.
Image:
TheFather.Hecastsa
giant
shadowoverhis
children,
keeping
them in thrall
long
afterheis
gonebytying
them
to the
past, squashing
their
youthful spirit,
and
forcing
themdownthesametired
path
hefollowedhimself.Histricks
are
many.
At
every
cross-
roads
you
must
slay
thefather
and
step
outofhis shadow.
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