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LAW 46oldfriendandlover.Hetriedtohelp
Halliwelllaunchacareerasan
artist,even
arrangingforagallery
toshowhis
work,
buttheshowwasaflop,
andthisonlyheightened
Halliwell’ssenseofinferiority.
In
Mayof
1967,thepairwent
onabriefholidaytogether
inTangier,
Morocco.
Duringthe
trip,Ortonwroteinhisdiary,
“Wesatmilking
of
howhappy
we
felt.Andhowitcouldn’t,surely,
last.We’dhaveto
payforit.Orwe’dbestruckdownfromafarby
disasterbecausewe
were,perhaps,
toohappy.
Tobeyoung,good-
looking,healthy,
famous,
comparatively
richandhappy
issurelygoing
against
nature.”Halliwelloutwardly
seemed
ashappy
asOrton.Inwardly,though,
hewasseething.
Andtwomonths
later,in
theearlymorning
ofAugust
10,
1967,
justdays
afterhelping
Orton
putthefinishing
touchestothewickedfa»ceWhattheButlerSaw
(undoubtedly
hismasterpiece),
KennethHalliwellbludgeonedjoe
Ortontodeathwithrepeated
blowsofahammertothehead.
He
then
tooktwenty—0nesleepingpills
anddied
himself,leaving
be-hindanotethat
read,
“If
youreadOrton’sdiary
allwill
beexplained.”
InterpretationKennethHalliwellhadtriedtocasthisdeteriorationasmental
illness,
butwhat
joeOrton’s
diariesrevealedtohimwasthetruth:Itwas
envy,pureandsimple,
thatlay
attheheartofhissickness.The
diaries,
whichHalli-wellreadonthesly,
recountedthecouple’sdays
asequals
andtheirstrug-
gle
for
recognition.After Orton found
success,the diariesbegan
todescribe
Halliwell’sbrooding,
hisrudecommentsatparties,
his
growingsenseofinferiority.
All
of
this
Orton
narratedwithadistancethatborderedon
contempt.ThediariesmadeclearHalliwe1l’sbitterness overOrton’s success.Eventually
the
onlythingthatwouldhavesatisfiedhimwouldhavebeenfor
Ortontohaveafailureofhis
own,anunsuccessfulplayperhaps,
sothatthey
could
have
commiserated
in
their
failure,asthey
haddone
yearsbefore.Whentheoppositehappened—as
Ortongrewonly
moresuccessfulandpopular—Halliwell
didtheonly
thingthatwouldmakethemequals
again:
Hemadethemequals
indeath.WithOrton’s
murder,hebecameal-most
as
famous
ashisfriend——posthumously.
Joe
Ortononly
partly
understoodhisl0ver’sdeterioration.His
attempttohelp
Halliwelllaunchacareerinartregistered
forwhatitwas:charity
and
guiltOrtonbasically
hadtwopossible
solutionstotheproblem.
Hecouldhavedownplayed
hisown
success,displaying
somefaults,
deflecting
I-Ialliwell’s
envy;
or,
onceherealized
thenatureoftheproblem,
hecouldhavefledasifHalliwellwerea
viper,asinfacthewas—a
viperof
envy.Once
envyeats
awayat
someone,everythingyou
doonly
makesit
grow,anddaybyday
itfestersinsidehim.Eventually
hewillattack.Onlya
minoritycansucceedatthe
gameof
life,andthat
minorityin-evitably
arousesthe
envyof
those
around
them.Once successhappens
yourway,however,
thepeople
tofearthemostarethosein
yourownctr»cle,
thefriendsandacquaintancesyou
haveleftbehind.Feelings
ofinferi-