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oldfriendandlover.Hetriedto
help
Halliwelllaunchacareerasan
artist,
even
arranging
fora
gallery
toshowhis
work,
buttheshowwasa
flop,
and
this
onlyheightened
Halliwell’ssenseof
inferiority.
In
May
of
1967,
the
pair
went
onabrief
holidaytogether
in
Tangier,
Morocco.
During
the
trip,
Ortonwroteinhis
diary,
“Wesat
milking
of
how
happy
we
felt.Andhowit
couldn’t,
surely,
last.We’dhaveto
pay
forit.Orwe’dbestruckdownfrom
afar
by
disasterbecausewe
were,
perhaps,
too
happy.
Tobe
young,good-
looking,healthy,
famous,
comparatively
richand
happy
is
surelygoing
against
nature.”
Halliwell
outwardly
seemed
as
happy
asOrton.
Inwardly,though,
he
was
seething.
Andtwomonths
later,
in
the
earlymorning
of
August
10,
1967,
justdays
after
helping
Orton
put
the
finishing
touchestothewicked
fa»ceWhattheButlerSaw
(undoubtedly
his
masterpiece),
KennethHalliwell
bludgeonedjoe
Ortontodeathwith
repeated
blowsofahammertothe
head.
He
then
took
twenty—0nesleepingpills
anddied
himself,
leaving
be-
hindanotethat
read,
“If
you
readOrton’s
diary
allwill
be
explained.”
Interpretation
KennethHalliwellhadtriedtocasthisdeteriorationasmental
illness,
but
what
joe
Orton’s
diariesrevealedtohimwasthetruth:Itwas
envy,pure
and
simple,
that
lay
attheheartofhissickness.The
diaries,
whichHalli-
wellreadonthe
sly,
recountedthe
couple’sdays
as
equals
andtheir
strug-
gle
for
recognition.
After Orton found
success,
the diaries
began
to
describe
Halliwell’s
brooding,
hisrudecommentsat
parties,
his
growing
senseof
inferiority.
All
of
this
Orton
narratedwithadistancethatbordered
on
contempt.
ThediariesmadeclearHalliwe1l’sbitterness overOrton’s success.
Eventually
the
onlything
thatwouldhavesatisfiedhimwouldhavebeen
for
Ortontohaveafailureofhis
own,
anunsuccessful
playperhaps,
sothat
they
could
have
commiserated
in
their
failure,
as
they
haddone
years
be
fore.Whenthe
oppositehappened—as
Orton
grewonly
moresuccessful
and
popular—Halliwell
didthe
only
thing
thatwouldmakethem
equals
again:
Hemadethem
equals
indeath.WithOrton’s
murder,
hebecameal-
most
as
famous
ashis
friend——posthumously.
Joe
Orton
only
partly
understoodhisl0ver’sdeterioration.His
attempt
to
help
Halliwelllaunchacareerinart
registered
forwhatitwas:
charity
and
guilt
Orton
basically
hadtwo
possible
solutionstothe
problem.
He
couldhave
downplayed
hisown
success,
displaying
some
faults,
deflecting
I-Ialliwell’s
envy;
or,
onceherealized
thenatureofthe
problem,
hecould
havefledasifHalliwellwerea
viper,
asinfacthewas—a
viper
of
envy.
Once
envy
eats
away
at
someone,
everythingyou
do
only
makesit
grow,
and
daybyday
itfestersinsidehim.
Eventually
hewillattack.
Only
a
minority
cansucceedatthe
game
of
life,
andthat
minority
in-
evitably
arousesthe
envy
of
those
around
them.Once success
happens
yourway,
however,
the
people
tofearthemostarethosein
your
ownctr»
cle,
thefriendsand
acquaintancesyou
haveleftbehind.
Feelings
ofinferi-