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coach put me in

i need to run

and we may not win

but isn’t it all about the fun?

almost all children had an
imaginary friend
i didn’t.
i had an imaginary “monster”
i eventually became
comfortable
with fearing it and
dealing with the pain it caused
and eventually i became
comfortable of being attached to it

i guess that’s why
i’m so attracted to
boys with empty hearts
that make empty promises

because i’ve
became so
accustomed to
dealing with
pain.