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touchesinWesternpainting.Gettingclose
toa Bruegelislike runningyoureyes
throughcombedhay—rough,textured
intoinfinity, everymicrodetailfilledwith
energy. Bruegelisn’t complicatedenough
formostscholars.It turnsout,however,
that“notcomplicated”is medicineforour
complextimes.Bruegelcommunicates
directlytothecerebralcortex.Hiswork
isn’t a palliativeorany ideaof“thebeauti-
ful.” Ratherit is a confirmationofthefun-
damentalstructuresofseeing,thinking,
feeling,fearing,hoping,takingpleasurein
thelittlecomforts,andintuitingthings
biggerthanallofus.Like viruses.
In my first uncertain days of self-
isolationwithmy wife,whoisinseveral
veryhigh-riskcategoriesforthecoronavi-
rus,I didn’t tellheraboutkeepingthis
paintingwithinme.It wasa secret garden.
I wasafraidI mightnotgetthesameview
ofthisimagewithsomeoneelse“looking”
atit withme.WhenI toldherI waswriting
aboutthispictureofnohope,nomorality,
onlyextinguishingcatharsisthat makesno
senseandwherethereisnocontrol,she
understoodthisandsaidshe’d beenthink-
ingofherowntalismanicpicturestoo.
I wouldneveraskherwhat herimages
are.
Thesestrangedays,I nowspendtime
“beinginside”oftheBruegel.Noneof
whatI seeisdepressing,scary,sad,or
chilling.I don’t cowerinfearorfeelhar-
rowedwhenI lookatit.Thepaintingis a
grand,sort ofgorgeousoceanthat turns
out to have alwaysbeen there, even
though I never knew it.These days,
I batheinitsrevelatorywaters. ■
Bruegel, The Triumph of Death, ca. 1562