I didn't hear voices, I didn't see angels, God, saints, not even a 3 legs dog, a white horse,
some aye-aye or suricate animals.. But I knew I am put aside for this. However, I did
fight as much as I could, convinced that a serious way could have brought a premature
death at the age of 25. The candle that is burning too intense...Not that this would be the
problem of my life, but it was too early, I was too isolated to be able to do anything.
Now, the situation is totally different, because of the Internet and free circulation, which
didn't exist during communism. So, still at 14 years old I decided, after a long equipoise
for a few seconds, that the writing of this book was postponed for an unlimited period of
time. In fact, my Trainers wanted to first take note of all the greatness and human
misery. I set up a political party after Revolution, I met important people, more or less
seeing them, I sang all over the country, socializing with thousands of people (I don't
mean the public), I studied almost all human habits both sexes, of almost all social
categories and many others. And here, it is incredible the fact that I wasn't corrupted by
the bad entourages, by the getting downs in inferno: I don't drink alcohol, I don't smoke,
I don't even drink coffee, I eat 90% natural food, bought from peasants and strongly
believe:
- Only stupid are taking drugs. They are too stupid to get drunk.
Regarding morality, my whole life I was guided by what God said ...I don't know to
whom:
- You want something from me? Carry your sword like a brave man and stand straight in
front of me!
Anyways, the idea is that until I was 16 years old I wrote 2 novels, to see if I could. I
also thought maybe I wrote the book by mistake, but small chances. The swordsmen in
the first could hardly save themselves...the robots in the second could change something,
because they were doing big damages, but they did not really know how to have fun,
which comes on the contrary to the ultimate goal of Total Mathematics.
But, at 20 years old, I was called on duty. After I had fun like Charlie Harper, less
prostitutes and incentives...Some may ask themselves:
- What was good for this way of life like an “American pie”? How did it matter in
training?
In many ways...for example I felt a great shake of my senses. This kind of way of life
can be quite dangerous: the violence of the envies or jealousy is not to be neglected at
all, I had many threats, from guys that weren't joking...but, how I got used to it already,
in a miracle way, didn't happen. All kind of accidents could show up, but the most