said I amused myself with the idea of studying. the
science in some faculty after I wrote the book, but except the fact that I found out.
the good ideas come to the outsiders, I told myself that I must write so that
. everybody understands. The professionals will understand what I
want to say,
although many times they will smile like “poor guy”, reading some
versions. But, I. will handle it. I'm not the type although having a
stairs factory being unable to go
upstairs. Also I'm not the type unable to tie his shoelaces.
Hey, what are these? Some shoelaces?
4. Another reason was the aversion to the conflict. I knew that these
ideas are much. before their time, so I waited for them to
become “digestible”. Like many others. before me, I wished I was
the first to publish them, but on the other hand I don't. have
Giordano Bruno's “talent”. The target of the narrow-minded can be quite
. annoying, and I wanted to have some fun trying all the moral things,
legal things,. that do no harm.
The “getting downs” through the inferno of those who have fought
me did not rhyme
with the life of a sybarit I wanted to take, so I decided to wait,
although one thought
crossed my mind many times.
It's not too late to start writing.
Well, if it's not too late it means I can wait.
Many times I thought the waiting proved the ideas were viable. Some
showed up in
the public space already, and this because more and more people
believe in them.
However, I have reasonable leadership on other ideas, so the waiting
so far can still
bring big surprises. I am writing this because there will be enough
people doubting
that these ideas are 25 years old. I put them on the back of dozen of
calendars since
1993, we can verify how old the paper and the pen paste...
5. A big fear was the fact that I might become an Antihrist through out
my teories.