on the principle:
At the priest you go to confess, not to bounce.
Therefore, you walk through people and there are dozens like you around you. You are
convinced you have no reason to irritate anybody and if someone would attack you,
would be an accident : some beater choosing you with no reason, someone crazy or
someone who thought you were somebody else.
One day somebody attacked me. I rejected the attack , because, I was martial art
practitioner luckily. Other person could have been in trouble, I heard at the news about
people being frequently attacked, with serious consequences, out of the blue. No reason.
Let's say, let's just say that something like this is
hard to anticipate or even impossible. But in my case the attack was premeditated, there
was a reason, some old causes. While I was holding him immobilized, I asked the
attacker:
- What's wrong with you? What do you want from me?
- You piss me off, he grumbled. For 10 years I put my eyes on you, today I couldn't help
it.
Well, he said that in many words, after a whole conversation. - Why do I piss you off man? Did I say or do anything?
- No, he said looking at e with hate. But you piss me off.
After I gave him to the police, I thought...If somebody puts eyes on you, he sees what
you don't see. This person said it took 10 years until he couldn't help it and started to
attack. In this 10 years my safety was lost like the weight of the apples.
The attacker saw what I wasn't aware of. What I didn't consider an aggression for him it
was one. This phenomenon was described 2000 years ago in “Plato's Cave”. The
attacker hated the light, from the darkness of his mind he was hating anybody superior.
When he saw me giving money to beggars, he didn't think I was doing it from
compassion, but to be arrogant. I was attacked by educated people in functions, not to
mention a primitive one. A so called friend yelled in my face with sort of envies mixed
with hate (although it was important for him to be friend, he couldn't help it , he
preferred to loose a lot of advantages):
- You have many sins, that's why you give money to beggars?
If I would walk on water he would probably say: - Look that stupid, doesn't know how to swim.
Who would have thought this compassion act may cause so much hate? My safety was
taken away softly, imperceptible, because of a reason I was not aware of. Even these
lines about mercy for the weak ones, will cause attacks after reading them by...some. I