“He took me to get donuts.”
I bite my lip. “That’s nice. Did he say anything?”
“About what?”
“I don’t know. Life.”
Kitty rolls her eyes. “He didn’t say anything about you, if that’s what you’re wondering about.”
This stings. “I wasn’t wondering about that at all,” I lie.Kitty and I have the whole sleepover planned down to a T. Zombie makeovers. Photo booth with
props. Nail art.
I chose Kitty’s cake with utmost care. It’s chocolate with raspberry jam and white chocolate
frosting. I’ve made three different kinds of dips. Sour cream and onion, red pepper hummus, and cold
spinach dip. Crudités. Pigs in a blanket. Salty caramel popcorn for the movie. Lime sherbet punch, the
kind you pour ginger ale over. I even scrounged up an old glass punch bowl in the attic, which will
also be perfect for the USO theme party. For breakfast in the morning I’m making chocolate chip
pancakes. I know all of these details are important to Kitty, too. Already she’s mentioned to me that at
Brielle’s birthday, her mom made strawberry smoothies for their snack, and who could forget how
Alicia Bernard’s mom made crepes when she’s mentioning it all the time?
Daddy’s banished to his room for the night, which he looks relieved about—but not before I made
him drag down the little vintage chest of drawers I have in my room. I artfully arrange my collection
of nightgowns and pj’s and footie long underwear, plus fuzzy slippers. Between Kitty, Margot, and
me, we have a lot of fuzzy slippers.
Everyone changes into pajamas right away, giggling and screaming and fighting over who gets
what.
I am wearing a pale pink peignoir set I got from a thrift store brand-new with the tags still on. I
feel like Doris Day in The Pajama Game. The only thing I’m missing are furry slippers with a kitten
heel. I tried to convince Kitty that we should have an old movie night, but she shot that idea down
right away. To be funny, I put my hair in rollers. I offer to put the girls’ hair in rollers too, but
everyone shrieks and says no.
They’re so loud I keep having to say, “Girls, girls!”
Halfway into the mani session I notice that Kitty is hanging back. I thought she’d be in her element,
belle of the birthday ball, but she’s ill at ease and playing with Jamie.
When all the girls run upstairs to my room to do the mud packs I’ve prepared, I grab Kitty’s
elbow. “Are you having fun?” I ask. She nods and tries to dart away, but I give her stern eyes. “Sister
swear?”
Kitty hesitates. “Shanae’s gotten really good friends with Sophie,” she says, her eyes welling up.
“Like better friends than me and her. Did you see how they did matching manicures? They didn’t ask
me if I wanted to do matching manicures.”
“I don’t think they meant to leave you out,” I say.
She shrugs her bony shoulders.
I put my arm around her, and she just stands there stiffly, so I push her head down on my shoulder.
“It can be tough with best friendships. You’re both growing and changing, and it’s hard to grow and
change at the same rate.”