23

I’M PUSHING MY GROCERY CART around, looking for condensed milk for key lime pie, when I
spot Josh in the cereal aisle. I roll right up to him and bump him with my cart.
“Hey, neighbor,” I say.
“Hey, so guess what.” Josh grins a pleased, proud sort of grin. “I got into UVA early.”
I let out a high-pitched shriek and let go of my cart. “Josh! That’s amazing!” I throw my arms
around him and jump up and down. I shake his shoulders. “Be more excited, you loon!”
He laughs and jumps up and down a few times too before releasing me. “I am excited. My parents
are out of their heads excited because now they don’t have to pay out-of-state tuition. They haven’t
fought in days.” Shyly he asks, “Will you tell Margot? I feel like I can’t call her myself, but she
deserves to know. She’s the one who helped me study all that time. It’s partly because of her that this
is even happening.”
“I’ll tell her. I know she’ll be really happy for you, Josh. My dad and Kitty, too.” I lift my hand for
a high five, and he smacks it. I can’t believe it—Josh is going to college, and soon he won’t be my
neighbor anymore. Not like before. Now that he’ll be graduating and leaving town, maybe his parents
will finally get their divorce, and then they’ll sell the house and he won’t even be my sort-of
neighbor. Things have been off with us for months, even before the Margot breakup, and we haven’t
hung out in ages... but I liked knowing that he was there, right next door if I needed him. “Once a
little more time has passed... ,” I begin. “Once we have the all clear from Margot, will you come
over for dinner again like before? Everyone misses you. I know Kitty’s dying to show you Jamie’s
new tricks. I’ll tell you right now, it’s nothing fancy, so don’t get excited. But still.”
A smile spreads across his face, that slow smile I know so well. “All right,” he says.