Oh God what am I doing with my life? I don't have a life goal,
I don't have a family, I don't even have a boyfriend. Why?
I laugh at my ridiculous younger self when I use to wait for a
cold, handsome vampire with pale skin and dark eyes with
messy hair and veins popping out sitting by the window of
my childhood bedroom while my foster siblings slept on their
little beds right beside mine.
I always thought it would become reality one day. One day
the vampire of my dream who kept me up for nights would
come looking for me and when he'll find me, he's gonna keep
coming every night. Finally when I'm convinced that he's the
one for me I'll marry him, yes I wanted to marry a vampire as
a kid.
I always thought I'll have happy ending with the vampire who
would love and cherish me like no human can or will.
But I'm not that stupid anymore, I'm a 25 year old single,
adult and right now I want nothing more than t- Oh my God,
look at that beauty. I didn't knew we got a new neighbour
right across the street.