Maybe that was a bad day, bad feeling was already
consuming me that I threw away one of the very few good
things of my life. A friendship with you.
It's been so long, quite many years, we were back on talking
terms soon after but like two colleagues, two random
classmates not two friends. It's like our friendship never
existed, like it was just a dream.
Was it just a dream? No it wasn't, I remember everything
though we both planned individually not to acknowledge the
elephant in the room.
I feel it's fine since the elephant is so quiet and not really big
to make things awkward. We were just two kids with
different friend circle but didn't mind mixing up at times.
You know Lily my general feelings about at this is happy, fine.
But I can't deny the fact that I miss you too, I miss you when I
remember old times, the times I hardly had any friends and I
feel grateful to have you in those times, not because you
were my only friend but cause you were my only true friend.
You never left my side, you were always there. Sometimes
you were there when I didn't expected you to be, of course
we were kids and we didn't had that of hard times but when I
panicked thinking about a very simple situation, you turned
up and made things easy.