I looked at him. His smile was childlike. He was visibly thrilled to hold my hand.
‘Yes, I am happy, Brijesh,’ I said. To make others feel better, women lie about their feelings all
the time. It’s amazing how easily it comes to us.
‘So I told you about Menlo Park, right? I thought we could take a place there or near the
Goldman office. That way, at least one of us can be home quickly if necessary.’
‘Sounds good,’ I said absently.
‘Although, if my start-up happens, I don’t have to be in Menlo. We could be near your office in
that case. If I ever take that step, though.’
‘I am sure you will,’ I said.
He shrugged his shoulders. The morning sun was on our faces. I had worked hard to remain on
a plan of regular diet and exercise before the wedding. I hoped I didn’t look fat in my tight workout
clothes.
‘You are beautiful,’ Brijesh said, as if reading my mind.
I don’t know why, but I laughed. I suck at receiving compliments anyway, and laughing in the
compliment-giver’s face is another way of deflecting them.
‘Did I say something wrong?’ Brijesh said.
‘No,’ I said and smiled. ‘Thank you.’
‘I have never said this to a girl. Ever,’ he said.
I looked at him. He looked like an earnest schoolboy, even though he could work the world’s
most complicated computers.
‘Well, I should be flattered then,’ I said.
We walked in silence. After a few minutes I checked my phone. It had a message from Debu.
‘Good morning, beautiful.’
‘Who is it?’ Brijesh said.
‘Huh? Nothing. Didi woke up and is looking for me.’
‘Really?’
‘Yeah, let’s go back,’ I said.
‘I thought we could have breakfast outside. At a beach shack. Just us,’ Brijesh said.
My phone buzzed again.
‘I love you,’ Debu had sent another message.
I released Brijesh’s hand. I couldn’t hold my groom-to-be with one hand and use the other to
check love messages from my ex.
‘We better get back,’ I said.
‘Anything happened?’
I nodded. Brijesh didn’t say anything after that. We walked back to the hotel. I kept a little
distance from him, so he couldn’t hold my hand again. I held my phone tight and ignored any incoming
messages.
We reached the hotel elevator for my wing. I turned to him before I stepped into the lift.
‘Sorry, Brijesh. I know you’re making an effort so we get to know each other better. I am
trying too. But somehow I just can’t right now. Too much on my mind.’
He smiled.
‘We will have plenty of time after marriage.’
‘You are very sweet,’ I said.
He blushed as he hid his smile. Oh, it would kill me if I had to stab him in the back and run
away with someone else. Why couldn’t Brijesh be an evil groom? Like the ones in the movies, the
tina sui
(Tina Sui)
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