know how when somebody’s like, they want you to do
something, but they don’t want to feel bad about their role
in it? ͳey want you to take the blame for it, so they don’t
have to feel bad about themselves?
Titus: “If you don’t want to do this, you don’t have to.
It’s all on you. You want to kill my baby, that’s on
you.”I fucking hated him right then.
I remember the clinic so vividly. As I walked through the
door, something came over me. I hate to admit this, but it’s
true—I became very happy.
It was like a total one-eighty from how I felt in the
parking lot to how I felt once I went through that clinic
door. I felt like I was doing the most responsible thing in the
world. I just felt really, really joyous. I knew, as painful as it
was, this was the right thing.
You go into a room, then they put you on this bed. I was
smiling the whole time. ͳis one lady, this Hispanic lady
notices.
Hispanic Lady: “Why are you so happy?”Tiffany: “I guess because I know that I’m not going to
be in this trap. I know I’m not going to be in the trap
anymore.”She just smiled back and rolled her eyes.