the decision to buy it, I also made the
decision to get over my shit and become
the kind of person who can make the
kind of money to buy that kind of car or
who can do anything else I want to do.
I almost instantly came up with a way
to pay off the Audi and am certain that if
I’d bought the Honda, I’d still be
struggling to pay for it. Because I’d still
be playing small, I’d still be in the
mindset that I can’t afford more, that I’m
the kind of person who has to struggle to
get whatever she can, that I can’t break
out of my mold and go get something
completely “out of my reach,” etc.