Paul at Prayer 37
means what it says, but we need to get the revelation of it in our
hearts.
I made giant strides in my spiritual life when I began to pray
this Ephesian prayer for myself. At my last pastorate in Texas, I
shut myself up in my church during the winter of 1947-48 for
hours and even days, never coming out.
I left my Bible open to this chapter on the altar, and nearly
every time I went in, I got on my knees and prayed this prayer
for myself.
I would say, "Now, Lord, Paul was inspired by the Spirit of
God to pray this prayer, and he was inspired by the Spirit of God
to write it. I am praying it for myself." Every place Paul said
your, I would insert I. Where he said, "I pray that the eyes of
your understanding ...." I would say, "I pray that the eyes of my
understanding ... ."
Then I would turn to the next prayer, in Ephesians 3:14-21,
and I would pray for myself again. Since I would be there for
hours at a time, I would pray those prayers every two or three
hours—perhaps half a dozen times a day.
The Lord spoke to me one day while I was at the altar
praying. He said, "I am going to take you on to revelations and
visions." Immediately after that, revelations in line with the
Word began to come. In fact, they came so fast I said to my
wife, "What in the world have I been preaching the last 15
years?" I learned so much and got so much new knowledge from
the Bible, praying these prayers on my knees before God, it
seemed as if I didn't know anything before.
When the eyes of your understanding—your spirit—are
enlightened, you can make more spiritual progress in a few
days or weeks than you can in 15 years of studying the
Bible and preaching. That doesn't mean we shouldn't study;
I still study! But I'm saying these are good prayers to pray
for yourself.