Loeffler, Jay, 91
love:
as center of universe, 48 , 130 , 170
and compassion, 85
as message to author, 41 , 71
unconditional, 71–72, 73 , 83–84, 131 , 148 , 161 , 170–71
LSD, 186
lumbar puncture, 19 , 21–22, 183
Matson, Donald, 51
meditation, 158 , 161
Melville, Herman, 136
memory:
and brain, 115 , 117 , 141 , 185 , 188
and NDE experiences, 139 , 141 , 185 , 188
need to share, 124–25, 126–28
and reboot phenomenon, 142–43, 188
recovery of, 122 , 124
meningitis:
author’s unique case of, 23–24, 89–92, 132 , 186–87
bacterial, 19–21, 23–24, 89 , 91 , 132–33, 144 , 183
causes of, 23–24
and cerebrospinal fluid, 19
gram-negative bacterial type, 25 , 27 , 92
mortality rate in, 21 , 25 , 92 , 183
spontaneous E. coli bacterial type, 23 , 91–92, 183
and superficial cortex damage, 187
mescaline, 186
Midas Rex drill, 35
mind over matter, 155
miracle:
expectation of, 105
medical, 184