1 The Picture of Dorian Gray
could see no change, unless that in the eyes there was a look
of cunning, and in the mouth the curved wrinkle of the
hypocrite. The thing was still loathsome,—more loathsome,
if possible, than before,—and the scarlet dew that spotted
the hand seemed brighter, and more like blood newly spilt.
Had it been merely vanity that had made him do his one
good deed? Or the desire of a new sensation, as Lord Henry
had hinted, with his mocking laugh? Or that passion to act
a part that sometimes makes us do things finer than we are
ourselves? Or, perhaps, all these?
Why was the red stain larger than it had been? It seemed
to have crept like a horrible disease over the wrinkled fin-
gers. There was blood on the painted feet, as though the
thing had dripped,—blood even on the hand that had not
held the knife.
Confess? Did it mean that he was to confess? To give
himself up, and be put to death? He laughed. He felt that
the idea was monstrous. Besides, who would believe him,
even if he did confess? There was no trace of the murdered
man anywhere. Everything belonging to him had been de-
stroyed. He himself had burned what had been below-stairs.
The world would simply say he was mad. They would shut
him up if he persisted in his story.
Yet it was his duty to confess, to suffer public shame,
and to make public atonement. There was a God who called
upon men to tell their sins to earth as well as to heaven.
Nothing that he could do would cleanse him till he had told
his own sin. His sin? He shrugged his shoulders. The death
of Basil Hallward seemed very little to him. He was think-