I am “going deep” with Adriene Mishler. The
37-year-old global yoga phenomenon, whose Yoga with
Adriene YouTube channel became a lockdown lifeline
for millions, is sitting across from me in the Corinthia
hotel in London with tears in her eyes, describing the
emotional toll of becoming the pandemic’s go-to yoga
girl. “I remember I told my partner I felt knocked out
by anxiety. I am a caretaker by nature, but then that
became my job, my world ... ” Her voice trails off.
“I know how it sounds — ‘Little girl from Texas gets
burnt out from doing so much virtual service work’ —
but ... ” She stops again and sighs.
If lockdown didn’t turn you into a Mishler
devotee, you might roll your eyes. But if you are one
of her 10.4 million YouTube subscribers, you might
be surprised to hear that the lively, peppy, all-smiles
woman who helped us to “find what feels good” —
her mantra since she started her channel in 2012 —
hasn’t been feeling, well, all that great.
Before March 2020 I had never done yoga. I didn’t
even know who Mishler was until lockdown,
when her soothing videos became one of the few
things my housemates and I could rely on to pull us
out of our funk. We were converted by her low alto
voice, her goofy jokes and the fact that you didn’t
have to be good at yoga to do her classes. And then
there was Benji, her docile speckled grey dog who
makes regular appearances in her tutorials, often
snoozing in the background. She was the US’s
answer to Joe Wicks, without the frantic Duracell
bunny levels of energy. Last November The New
York Times described her as the “reigning queen of
pandemic yoga”. During lockdown subscribers to
her Find What Feels Good app doubled — they now
number more than 50,000, with monthly member-
ship costing £11 over here — and her UK fanbase
began to boom. Followers of her YouTube channel,
filled with snack-sized, mood-based tutorials, also
increased by 50 per cent. From March 2020 to
March 2021 her videos were watched an incredible
300 million times (they’ve had more than one billion
views since she launched the channel).
I meet Mishler on a drizzly Friday afternoon. She is
wearing a brown turtleneck jumper and minimal
make-up. Her hair is pulled into a high ponytail and
she’s drinking a very on-brand rooibos tea. While
Wicks, already well loved in the UK, catapulted
himself to fame when he announced he would be the
nation’s PE teacher, Mishler’s popularity seems to be
down to good old-fashioned word of mouth. “I didn’t
do any marketing — it was just my community telling
their friends, who would tell their friends,” she says.
“I think everyone was looking for support and
comfort.” Her celebrity fans now run from the actress
Katherine Heigl to the MP Jess Phillips.
She is also here to promote her annual 30 Days of
Yoga challenge, held each January, through which she
helps her followers to “find what feels good in the new
year” through daily online classes (all free to watch).
Her regular videos open with greetings such as “Hello,
my darling friends” and are known for their emotional
appeal. Titles include Yoga for a Broken Heart and Yoga
for When You’re in a Bad Mood.
In her videos Mishler is energetic and perky, but
today she is more mellow. It would be an understate-
ment to say she has had a busy pandemic. “I don’t know
how many virtual offerings I did for other people, not
just on the community site but everything from a live
class on Karlie Kloss’s Instagram to my friend’s
non-profit,” she says. “I was saying yes to everything
because I knew how to do it. It felt like the proper,
obvious thing to do. But I took on way too much.”
Mishler’s “snap” moment came in February, after
this year’s 30-day challenge — “Our biggest event of
the year” — when Texas was hit by an extreme ice
storm and subsequent power outage, which led to
Above Adriene Mishler with Karlie Kloss.
To p With Benji in one of her tutorials
Courtesy of Find What Feels Good
The Sunday Times Style • 19