20 GOOD MORNING, HOLY SPIRIT
Then she pointed her long finger down at me and said
with great clarity, "He's more real than anything in this
world!"
I've Got to Have It
When she looked at me and uttered those words,
something literally grabbed me on the inside. It really got to
me. I cried and said, "I've got to have this."
Now, frankly, I thought that everyone in that service
would feel exactly the same way. But God has a way of
dealing with us as individuals, and I believe that service
was just for me.
Please understand, as a rather new Christian I couldn't
begin to comprehend what was happening in that service.
But I could not deny the reality and the power I felt.
And as the service came to a conclusion, I looked up at
the woman evangelist and saw what seemed to be a mist
around her and over her. At first I thought my eyes were
playing tricks on me. But there it was. And her face was
shining like a light through that mist.
I don't for one moment believe that God was trying to
glorify Miss Kuhlman. But I do believe He used that
service to reveal His power to me.
When the service was dismissed, the crowd filed out,
but I didn't want to move. I had come in racing, but now I
just wanted to sit down and reflect on what had just
happened.
What I had felt in that building was something my
personal life did not offer me. I knew that when I returned
to my home, the persecution would continue.
My own self-image was practically destroyed because