AN INTRODUCTION TO ZEN BUDDHISM
disappointmentwehaveneverbeenabletoobtainpeaceofmind,
perfecthappiness,andathoroughunderstandingoflifeandthe
world.Wehavecome,asitwere,totheendofourwits.No
furtherstepscouldwetakewhichwouldleadustoabroader
fieldofreality. Theinmostagoniesofthesoulcouldnot be
expressedinwords,whenlo!lightcomesoverourentirebeing.
ThisisthebeginningofZen.Forwenowrealize that "A is
not-A"afterall,thatlogicisonesided,thatillogicalityso-calledis
notinthelastanalysisnecessarilyillogical;whatissuperficially
irrationalhasafterallitsownlogic,whichisincorrespondence
withthetruestateofthings."Empty-handedIgo,andbehold
thespadeisinmyhands!"Bythiswearemadeperfectlyhappy,
forstrangelythiscontradictioniswhatwehavebeenseekingfor
allthetimeeversincethedawningoftheintellect.Thedawning
oftheintellectdidnotmeantheassertionoftheintellectbutthe
transcendingofitself.Themeaningoftheproposition"AisA"
isrealizedonlywhen"Aisnot-A".Tobeitselfisnottobeitself
—thisisthelogicofZen,andsatisfiesallouraspirations.
"Thefloweris notred,thewillow isnot green."This is
regardedbyZendevoteesasmostrefreshinglysatisfying.Solong
aswethinklogicfinalwearechained,wehavenofreedomof
spirit,andtherealfactsoflifearelostsightof.Now,however,
wehavethekeytothewholesituation;wearemasterofrealities
;
wordshavegivenuptheirdominationoverus.Ifwearepleased
tocallaspadenotaspade,wehavetheperfectrighttodoso;
aspadeneednotalwaysremainaspade;and,moreover,this,
accordingtotheZenmaster,expressesmorecorrectlythestate
ofrealitywhichrefusestobetieduptonames.
Thisbreakingupofthetyrannyofnameandlogicisatthe
same time spiritual emancipation; for the soul is no longer
dividedagainstitself.Byacquiringtheintellectualfreedomthe
soulisinfullpossessionofitself;birthanddeathnolongertor-
mentit;fortherearenosuchdualitiesanywhere;weliveeven
throughdeath.Hithertowehavebeenlookingatthingsintheir
contradictinganddifferentiatingaspect,andhaveassumedan
attitudetowardtheminaccordancewiththatview,thatis,more
orlessantagonistic.Butthishasbeenrevolutionized,wehaveat
lastattainedthepointwheretheworldcanbeviewed,asitwere,
fromwithin.Therefore,"theirontreesareinfullbloom";and"in