Lost a bit
Sinking, falling, losing touch
Feeling nothing or too much
Hating where my life is at
But not really doing much
Round and round just like a noose is
Always back to hanging nooses
Hanging with them or without them
It depends on what the mood is
What if I woke up tomorrow
Feeling everything but sorrow
Would I even still be me?
Or would I just end up hollow?
Who am I beyond my feelings?
Lying, staring at the ceiling
Watching as my life decays
Everything starts losing meaning
I don’t cry much anymore
I just lie down on the floor
And try to ignore the silence
And the knocking on my door
Why is everything so bleak?
It’s been hours, days and weeks
Months and years, I'm losing time
My senses are growing weak
Found myself down in a pit
I might lay down, in a bit
How did I end up in here?
I guess I lost in a bet