Best actor
The hole that's inside my chest
Is eating away my soul
I'm always okay at best
I've settled into that role
I pretend I know myself
I pretend that all is fine
An Oscar on top my shelf
I perfected every line
A director yelling cut
I don't want to. I'm afraid.
The feeling inside my gut
Is not in the script I played
I keep looking at the screen
All I see is my reflection
I wonder what does this mean
I lost all sense of direction
It’s my show and I'm the star
The darkest one there could be
How did I make it this far?
Am I still considered "me”?
I wish the credits would roll
I wish they can finally end it
This show has been going for
Way longer than I intended