Pendulum
Swinging like a pendulum
Wallowing from left to right
I've become an Emblem
To never getting something right
I blackened all of my mirrors
I wonder why I abhor me
I must be God's favorite sinner
Since he made life hellish for me
The light at the tunnel's end
Is slowly fading away
My sadness is closely kinned
With all my fear and dismay
Peeling my smile right off
Removing all sense of joy
With no break, not a night off
Constantly being destroyed
I forgot when all this started
Like it’s been this from the start
I wonder when joy departed
Leaving me broken apart
This lackluster way of living
Has loosened my grip on life
This world is so unforgiving
It's not even worth the strive
I'm being rag dolled around
With myths of having free will
But I think God turned around
If not yet, someday he will