manipulative man who abused her physically and
mentally. He was also an alcoholic womanizer who
sexually abused his daughter. His son was a copy of his
father. Through all of this, Lucille presented a sweet,
loving face to the world, rarely criticizing and stoutly
defending her family. In actuality, she was afraid to
have her husband arrested because he threatened to kill
her, and the daughter was using the incestuous
relationship to gain material objects she wanted. Lucille
kept her resentment and rage bottled up inside. At age
thirty-four she was diagnosed with breast cancer and
had a mastectomy. Three years later, she had a small
lump and cancer recurred at the mastectomy site; these
were treated with radiation therapy. A year later, she
was diagnosed with advanced bone cancer in the skull
and hips. When her exhausted body and spirit finally
gave up, she died at age thirty-nine. The irony of the
entire situation was the husband jokingly spoke of long-
term anger producing cancer, but he completely
absolved himself of any wrongdoing and blamed it on
his wife's parents.
If you hold on to a negative past and injustices done
to you, you are poisoning your aura and body. This type
of attitude attracts more such negative experiences your
way, adding to the debris piling up within your aura
until a disease will at last erupt in the physical body.
Anyone, regardless of their religious background, can
use affirmations, which are about health, not religion. If
you want a religious-based practice, however, you can
use prayer. Prayer is simply a form of spiritual
affirmation that can bring about healing changes.
Repeat a healing affirmation over and over, even if
you don't believe at first. This will raise your
subconscious thinking and change your body. By