Self-Realization and Other Awakenings

a thing, a living subtle vibrating energy. It didn't feel
like me. It was subtle, spacey and objective. I was in
wonder looking at this phenomena. Thoughts are there
but the mind did feel strong and like a rock. And in the
background there was a continuum sense of beingness;
this all passing by in less than half an hour. I tell you
this only to express my joy of feeling connected again
with something deeper in myself.”
He wanted me to bless his journey.
Another student wrote from India, writing of an
experience of love with a woman that happened there
and the sense of ‘I Am’ that arose from it:
“Then she left and I was utterly amazed how
devastated I actually felt. It really was painful and I
wondered what to do with that. I started to feel the
grief and sadness, really sit with it. Then it
transformed into this immense beauty and devotion to
existence itself. It was like nothing I had ever
experienced and I still get chills of bliss right now just
writing about it. There was a clearer view, a more
FELT view of the ‘I Am’. And instead of grief now came
a warm gratitude to her for blessing me with this.”
He does not realize that this ingoing he is
experiencing is partially due to his breakup, and the
ingoing of the love energy previously directed
outwards to another.