Self-Realization and Other Awakenings

comprehensibility. However, because so much was
lacking externally, those who stayed were welcomed
by silence to go deep within to find perfect peace,
happiness and emptiness.
Just being in his presence had a profound effect on
many people. Some were overcome by happiness,
others by peace. Much more frequently, at Satsang,
people felt a deep relaxation that lapsed easily into a
barely conscious 'sleep.' Most, who were fortunate
enough to go to lunch with him, experienced an
overwhelming need to sleep afterwards, a deep,
relaxing and totally incapacitating sleep. I witnessed
one disciple who went into this 'sleep' state during a
meal with Robert. She was lifting a fork to her mouth,
but it never arrived. She froze with uplifted fork, her
eyes closed, and she was 'out' for a long time. I think
we left her behind at the restaurant, in that state, as
Robert said not to disturb her. Of course, she would
eventually have been disturbed, but he wanted the
state to last as long as possible.
Of course these sleep states were actually forms of
one or another kind of Samadhi, of entering the
‘causal body’ level of consciousness, but to use that
term is to create unnecessary mystical connotations
that explain nothing. The subjective experience was of
the involuntary turning of consciousness 'inwards,'
closing down the body's functioning, of feeling great