Self-Realization and Other Awakenings

Something happened to us. Anyway, her love for
me opened me up, and like her, we had the most
amazing loving experiences 2000 miles apart.
The process was the same for both of us, but she
felt it first.
At first she felt it as an energy arising out of her
belly and upwards into her heart, where her heart felt
a little pain like a pressure as the energy was blocked.
The pressure built up as her heart became filled with
this energy, until there was a puncture with the heart
energy, now felt as love, to course upward through her
neck and face and upwards into the world and towards
me distantly removed, as love.
Later, this energy began to be recognized as love
immediately even before it coursed upwards, and what
had been a weak stream of energy and love began to
fill out in form, until it felt more like a river of love
that filled her body and which flowed outwards into
the world continuously, yet still filling her more and
more full, filling her entire sense of presence, with
love. Then she would say she is the lover, who has
become love itself, and she would say I was the
source. At times too, the love transformed into heavy
eroticism with almost continuous orgasms on her part
without any physical touch in any way. All that she had
to do was think of me or hear my voice and she would