Self-Realization and Other Awakenings

experience continuous orgasms lasting up to a half
hour.
This is actually quite a simplified outline. The
process’s forms, and colors of love experienced by
both of us kept changing, and changing, and changing
in both the quality and intensity. I had no idea love can
take so many forms and have so many expressions.
This streaming love began expanding and
happening more frequently, and it became more
rarefied, and subtle, no longer seeming like a river of
energy, but more like a gentle breeze which no longer
moved as a current, but which became still and filled
her body with ecstasy and swooning. She felt drunk
with love, from time to time and went deep into a
peaceful samadhi. This is another story altogether,
how she gradually began to know about the Infinite,
pulling that experience from me in an empathic
embrace.
I just watched all this with amazement, and I felt
so happy, so very happy that she was feeling this way
with me, and because of me. Always, I too felt love of
her and for her, which gradually became, as with her, a
river of energy flowing from just below the diaphragm
through my heart, up into my face and through my
fingers and hands outwards to the world and towards
her, and I too began to be filled with love, but only for