- Acknowledgments............................................................................
- Introduction......................................................................................
- My Story.........................................................................................
- The First Awakening:...............................................................
- No Self; There is Only One!.....................................................
- Illusion’s Realm.......................................................................
- Robert Adams and I................................................................
- Second Awakening:.................................................................
- That One Is Not Real!..............................................................
- The Absolute, the Void, and Identification..............................
- The Third Awakening: Self-Realization....................................
- Personal Love..........................................................................
- The Self as Other: Self-Realization..........................................
- Conclusions.............................................................................
- The Helicopter................................................................................
- Consciousness Diagram................................................................
- The 100 Room Mansion................................................................
- Things Gurus Don’t Tell You..........................................................
- The Majesty of Self.......................................................................
- Of Energies, Ecstasies and Orgasms..............................................
- Can You Go Naked Before God?....................................................
- More On Robert:...................................................................
- I Am Here for My Students, Not for Me........................................
- Self-Inquiry: With Affection and Love...........................................
- Love, Surrender and Awakening...................................................
- The Spiritual Processes Around a Guru and Ashram.....................
- Continual Seeking.........................................................................
- Freedom!......................................................................................
- Confessions of a Bhakta
- Awakening in Daily Life, Letter from a Student.............................
- All is Love, All is Self......................................................................
- Faith..............................................................................................
- On Being Comfortable..................................................................
- Have Your Cake and Eat It Too
- The Search....................................................................................
- Robert Adams...............................................................................
- A New Way of Teaching................................................................
- The ‘True” Teacher........................................................................
- Ramana, Siddharameshwar and Nisargadatta..............................
- Sex and the Guru
- The Ecstasies of Women...............................................................
- The Difficulty of Awakening..........................................................
- Hunting the I and the Witness......................................................
- Emotional Truth............................................................................
- We Are Also Human Beings..........................................................
- On Guru Concepts and Self-Inquiry..............................................
- More on Being Human..................................................................
- Role of the Teacher.......................................................................
- Coming Alive to the Whole Self....................................................
- The Void is Not the Absolute; Silence is not the Absolute............
- Who Says the I-Thought is the Ego or Self?
- Creating a New World, One Life at a Time....................................
- Little Red.......................................................................................
- My Evolving "Depression".....................................................
- Well, the Deed is Done. Little Red is Dead...........................
- Strong Emotions, Negative and Positive--a Path to God...............
- Robert Adams II............................................................................
- A Dwarf and a Siddhi.............................................................
- Meeting Ramana..................................................................
- Into the Silence.....................................................................
- Exodus..................................................................................
- Dimitri...................................................................................
- Our Poem.....................................................................................
- Ed Muzika Online..........................................................................
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