Self-Realization and Other Awakenings

(Darren Dugan) #1

  • Acknowledgments............................................................................

  • Introduction......................................................................................

  • My Story.........................................................................................

    • The First Awakening:...............................................................

    • No Self; There is Only One!.....................................................

    • Illusion’s Realm.......................................................................

    • Robert Adams and I................................................................

    • Second Awakening:.................................................................

    • That One Is Not Real!..............................................................

    • The Absolute, the Void, and Identification..............................

    • The Third Awakening: Self-Realization....................................

    • Personal Love..........................................................................

    • The Self as Other: Self-Realization..........................................

    • Conclusions.............................................................................



  • The Helicopter................................................................................

  • Consciousness Diagram................................................................

  • The 100 Room Mansion................................................................

  • Things Gurus Don’t Tell You..........................................................

  • The Majesty of Self.......................................................................

  • Of Energies, Ecstasies and Orgasms..............................................

  • Can You Go Naked Before God?....................................................

    • More On Robert:...................................................................



  • I Am Here for My Students, Not for Me........................................

  • Self-Inquiry: With Affection and Love...........................................

  • Love, Surrender and Awakening...................................................

  • The Spiritual Processes Around a Guru and Ashram.....................

  • Continual Seeking.........................................................................

  • Freedom!......................................................................................

  • Confessions of a Bhakta

  • Awakening in Daily Life, Letter from a Student.............................

  • All is Love, All is Self......................................................................

  • Faith..............................................................................................

  • On Being Comfortable..................................................................

  • Have Your Cake and Eat It Too

  • The Search....................................................................................

  • Robert Adams...............................................................................

  • A New Way of Teaching................................................................

  • The ‘True” Teacher........................................................................

  • Ramana, Siddharameshwar and Nisargadatta..............................

  • Sex and the Guru

  • The Ecstasies of Women...............................................................

  • The Difficulty of Awakening..........................................................

  • Hunting the I and the Witness......................................................

  • Emotional Truth............................................................................

  • We Are Also Human Beings..........................................................

  • On Guru Concepts and Self-Inquiry..............................................

  • More on Being Human..................................................................

  • Role of the Teacher.......................................................................

  • Coming Alive to the Whole Self....................................................

  • The Void is Not the Absolute; Silence is not the Absolute............

  • Who Says the I-Thought is the Ego or Self?

  • Creating a New World, One Life at a Time....................................

  • Little Red.......................................................................................

    • My Evolving "Depression".....................................................

    • Well, the Deed is Done. Little Red is Dead...........................



  • Strong Emotions, Negative and Positive--a Path to God...............

  • Robert Adams II............................................................................

    • A Dwarf and a Siddhi.............................................................

    • Meeting Ramana..................................................................

    • Into the Silence.....................................................................

    • Exodus..................................................................................

    • Dimitri...................................................................................



  • Our Poem.....................................................................................

  • Ed Muzika Online..........................................................................

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