headed a team of 26 physical therapists. I was busy
and contented, I thought.
Till one year ago, a young man, 22 years of age,
joined as a therapist and we fell in love. I think I must
have suppressed so much. I did not realize how many
beliefs I had lived with, but they all went out of the
window. I told my partner I had fallen in love with this
new person and I left his home with a suitcase. He was
very hurt but there was no holding me back. I was
ready to live with this 22 year old and we even tried.
In fact, my boss, for whom we both work (in different
capacities) asked us to shift together to another city.
I went crazy. Nothing and nobody's judgment on
this mattered to me. But soon I found out he was not
as much in love with me or ready to live together as I
was, and it all broke down. I became like a 20 year
old, madly in love. Now he has gone. I live alone and
work, and it was revealed to me, a past lifetime with
this person where he died 2 weeks before our wedding.
So much is the same this life.
I know better, I understand and even feel the truth
of things, as in, the joy and peace of not needing
anything; but for some reason, I just cannot let go of
this person.
I was like a spiritual person seeking freedom (I was
initiated 15 yrs ago), but became so dead.
darren dugan
(Darren Dugan)
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