164 Who Do You Think You Are?
rediscover who I really am. I created within this experience a world that
appears to exist, and all the clues along the way are there to guide me
along the path.
I created books to teach me, I created teachers, mentors, and
masters to give me direction. It’s a more and more amazing and
miraculous experience as that nature of who I am becomes more and
more expressed. I’ve come to the conclusion that the process never stops
and because of being infinite, there is no end.
Some people may say, “Well, who do you think you are? God?”
Some would even say harsher things. When I speak in these terms it is
not the “I” which has been given the name “Chris Attwood.” It’s the “I”
at the level where God, the Creator, and the creation are no longer
separate. I, Chris Attwood, don’t think I’ve created this world with all
that’s in it. I, that is present everywhere, at all times, and in every moment,
has done this creating. That “I” realizes the sense of separation and
differences is an illusion I have created in my own infinite nature with
my own infinite power.
The “I” who is called “Chris Attwood” seems to have arrived at
being okay with everything that is and being okay with every experience
that is. Do you know the story of Hansel & Gretel? The kids were carried
away by the evil witch and they left breadcrumbs along the way so that
they could find their way home.
I’ve come to realize that the breadcrumbs that each of us has left
for ourselves, are the things that we love, the things that we care about,
the things that matter most to us. It’s no accident that we love the things
we love; it’s no accident that we care about the things we care about.
Those, in fact, are the things that we’ve created to lead us back to who
we really are, to our own true nature. These things help us to rediscover
that, and allow them to blossom in their full glory and delight. I’ve come
to realize that the only job that any of us has, is just to live in a state of
joy and fulfillment, and to do that in every moment and in every
experience that comes up in this apparent life that we are living.
One of the things I love about this body-mind called “Chris
Attwood” is this particular personality loves having fun. In fact, The
Passion Test is all about discovering what matters to one in one’s life,
what it is that one loves the most, what one cares about the most, and
then aligning one’s life with that, following those breadcrumbs I spoke
of earlier. What I love most is having fun with everything, and it’s such
an adventure to discover how to have fun with every experience, whatever