Are You Here To Be In Show Business? 77I’m crazy.” Then I would see my grandfather’s face and hear his gentle
voice, “What is that all about?”
One day I described him to my mom. “Who is it in our family
who has gray hair, no teeth, broad shoulders, and is easy-going?”
“That’s your father’s father,” she said, “your granddaddy.”
I said, “Oh wow, well, he talks to me.”
“He made his transition when you were three, and you were the
light of his life. He loved your dearly.”
“He comes and talks to me,” I said.
Then I started speaking to my grandmother, and after my
grandmother were my aunt and my uncle, and then more people came.
Every time they came it would always be extremely uplifting. They still
say the greatest things. I know by spirit inside. It’s very sacred to me and
I’m so thankful that I have that guidance.
What has occurred in my life since moving to Los Angeles has
been miraculous. I drove from Nashville to LA and I got here at 10:30 at
night on September the 12th. I stayed in a Beverly Hills hotel, because
the Polyurethane on the floor in my apartment was not dry. I woke up the
next morning and my car and everything I had in it was gone. All I had
was a change of clothes and some toiletries. While the sheriff was on the
way over to take a stolen car report, I declared that this is exactly where
I was supposed to be. And I knew that without a shadow of a doubt. I just
declared that, and when I did, the universe opened up to me. I know that
the universe is conspiring for my good. I know that for myself.
So that’s how I’ve come to where I am now. It’s about trusting,
believing, knowing, and just continuing to go. I have a motto that I got
from one of Reverend Michael’s sermons, and it’s that no matter what...
whatever it is that I am down here to fulfill, there’s nothing that can stop
it from unfolding. Nothing. I don’t care what appearances may look like,
it will be done.
If you could give advice to those who are still searching for their
purpose in life, what would it be?
I think my advice would be this. If you don’t know what you want to do
or what the path is for you, do something. Do what’s calling you now,
because what’s calling you now will lead you down the path to what the
call is for you later. All paths lead to where you’re supposed to be, but
you have to travel the path. You have to go towards what looks like the
end, which is not really an end. It’s just something that leads to another