Benjamin Constant

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Benjamin responded by believing—or at least claiming to
believe—that his uncle was indifferent to him and asking for his
affection. Samuel’s annoyance was taken up by Benjamin’s cousins
Rosalie and Lisette. Benjamin met their doubts about him with
amusing and sometimes mordant, barbed witticisms about the
affection they said they felt for him.^29

Rudler’s own comment is:


There was in reality sincere affection on both sides between these
people who only wished to be close to one another, and it is sad to
see them looking for each other, testing each other out, suspecting
each other’s good faith, provoking each other, and finally falling
out. The squabble was to last for more than twelve years.^30

In Rudler’s view the sudden cooling off of relations with Benjamin’s


uncle and cousins drove the young man in on himself and made him


unduly sensitive thereafter to anyone’s questioning of the sincerity of his
feelings. This may well be so, but it must also be said that the demi-


brouille, the strains in their relationships had also been provoked by a


series of pin-pricks from Samuel and his family which Benjamin had


experienced the previous January during a stay with them in Geneva
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in the affair of the mémoire, Samuel appears to have reminded Benjamin
once too often of the gratitude that he ought to feel towards his uncle for


all his kindness. Protesting that he really was grateful, Benjamin had


written to Rosalie reminding her how lonely and isolated he would be if


she too now turned against him as her father appeared to be doing:


Don’t follow his example. Think of us marooned here at Le Désert,
unable to leave because of the snow, rain and cold. Remember me
in particular: my stomach, chest and eyes are very bad, and you
promised me you would make me forget my ailments. Please
consider how cruel it is to take away a poor wretch’s last
consolation. Obliged to renounce all the vanities of this world, the
only resource I have left is your friendship.^32

Even if we ignore the playfully melodramatic exaggeration of those
sentences—an example of Constant’s adding a representational ingredient


to the expression of feelings he nonetheless truly felt and thereby risking


being thought insincere—it is nonetheless clear that some time before the


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