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and began talking to the guy beside me. Next thing I know someone pounced
their fingers on my back. I assume someone wants me to shift along so I scuffled
my chair and peered back to see that it was Mr. Universal that had pounced. His
fingers had penetrated my flesh with such love that I thought Christ himself had
touched me. For days after there were little spirals of zingy energy going off at the
back of my heart where he had touched.
There was a Shaktipat effect from Mr. Universal’s spontaneous touch, however
I had been heating up for 4 years prior to that and was already in full peak chemistry
during the time I was in his presence. His work and presence was the catalyst for the
entire 11 year awakening and the touch was just one extra ingredient in propelling
a full mature peak. We not only affect each other via kundalini when we are in
each others presence, we also affect those we are close to across the globe, as well as
the entire noosphere. If one was to view spirituality from an ethical viewpoint, this
is the moral imperative to get our act together. Our affect on others is much more
pronounced when we are going through intense kundalini.
During the workshop, while in the Universal Man’s presence, the acceleration
phase of the alchemy proceeded. The main component of this was gratitude—
awesome gratitude for the privilege of being in his presence. Nearly everyone going
through kundalini awakenings feels a sublime sense of gratitude as a result of the
hormonal changes that occur, but mine was specifically focused on gratitude for
being around Mr. Universal. It was like my entire life had come to a head.
While in his presence it was a trial to just be in my body as my digestive system
was purging and every pain, numbness and deadness within me was presenting
itself to my awareness. It felt also like my field had expanded and all my spiritual
pores had opened up. My pelvis felt like it was expanding in the way that it does
in the first few weeks of pregnancy and I sensed there was a spiral cord of energy
descending into the ground from my pelvis. This was probably due to the great
increase in histamine and consequent increase in Nitric Oxide, which facilitated
the dilation of the uterus just as it does during pregnancy. This is an example
of “extreme” chemistry sparked off by the hyper activated sympathetic nervous
system and uniquely amplified hormone profile.
Partly because I was preoccupied by these unusual symptoms, I never got to greet
the Universal man in the normal way. Had I done so I probably would not have
experienced such extreme alchemical phenomena. Due to the utter frustration of
having such an unearthly attraction aborted, and my separate-self-sense challenged
to the limit of endurance, all that energy went into igniting my metamorphic
flame. I suspect that had there been even a simple “Hello” on the social level, that
this tension of non-reconciliation would have been substantially reduced and the
energy turned into something of a less archetypal nature. However, because of
my limitations at the time a full-on kundalini awakening was all I could handle.
During the workshop there were some subtle interaction, visions and insights, but
mostly I was going through unconscious metabolic preparation to plunge into the
most extreme experience of my life.
After leaving the workshop on Sunday evening I went to bed and the great
winding up from being in Mr. Universal’s presence let go into the most ecstatic