Part ViimeaninG
meaninG oF KUnDalini“Without the inner world the outer loses its meaning, and without the outer the inner
loses its substance.” KD Laing
Perhaps our greatest fear is not of the dissolution of self, but of owning up to
Self. Often we have a radical opening, just to find ourselves flipping back in the
opposite direction. The ego and armor seem pull back ones closure around one
after a radical opening. Through witnessing the openings and the closures time and
time again we become aware that this vacillation is biochemically driven hyperbolic
curves. Ultimately though with the radical heart expansions and associated gravity
warping and acute sensory and psychic experience...we are essentially “broken
open” by love.
Achieving the Grail of the Soul requires the mind to surrender its frequencies
to entrainment with the Heart. One could say that the heart is the organ of
meaning and purpose. If the metamorphic process proceeds with adequate grace
and conditions are not too detrimental to the process then the Percival Heart
is born, or the Heart that is radiant irrespective of external conditions. In this
we learn to take such radical responsibility that we do not injure ourselves with
the world. Compassion is so fundamentally deep at this point that we have
transcended our reactive conditioning and the reptilian brain has less of an impact
on our functioning. At this point there is just One Love, and so the energy that is
usually wasted in ego-definition and protection is now spent on a higher order of
functioning.
We may back away from our flowering edge however, simply because we can,
and this return to a less mature state is taken for various reasons. But the major
insight to get is that we have to give ourselves permission to show up in our full
glory for the world is not going to invite us to arrive...it must be self-initiated.
Thus we must become “causal,” through the Percival Heart is the Solar or Causal
Heart. If you can stop running from both the “loss of meaning” and the “presence
of meaning” then you are enlightened. The transpersonal is the glorification of the
personal and the amplification of the Self. Our inability to be causal and create
a life is a matter of responsibility. There are so many steps and things involved,
commitment to being here, being the first I think. And knowing approximately
what one is doing here. But really a human life takes intimacy with others. If our
sense of failure is equal to our faith, this provides a wall of detachment removal—a
distraction from really being here.
What is the “purpose” of kundalini? That’s an interesting question that
subjectively changes over the course of ones awakening. You get to see through
the minds assumptions on the purpose of life, and Life and ones own life—from
both on-high and on-low—that is from an angelic perspective of the peak and