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ROLLING STONE
INSIDE THE UNDERGROUND MOVEMENT
TO UNLEASH THE HEALING POWER OF MDMA,
AYAHUASCAA DOTHERHALLUCINOGENS
ILLUSTRATION BYGO I MONTES
BY AC McCLELLAND
r. x is a dad. appropriately
- boringly – at 4:37 p.m. on a
national holiday, he is lighting
a charcoal grill, about to grab a
pair of tongs with one hand and
a beer with he other. His kids are running around
their suburba patio, which could be anywhere; Dr.
X,thoughimpr ssivelyeducatednow,grewuppoor
inatownthatisb sicallynowhere.LikemostAmer-
icans, he is a Christi n. Like a lot of health-conscious
men, he fights dad bo y working out once or twice a
week, before going into h s medical practice. ¶ Some-
what less conventionally, t o hours ago, he was es-
cortingawomanaroundhis ard,helpingherwalk
offalargedoseofMDMA.He’s eonewho’dgivenit
to her, earlier in the morning, drug ing her out of her
mind.¶Thiswouldbepsychedelic-a istedtherapy,
thenot-newbutincreasinglypopularpr cticeofad-
min tering psychotropic substances to treat a wide
range f physical, psychological and psycho-spiritu-
al conce ns. “Some people stagger out” of the room
inDr.X’s omethatheusesforthese“journeys”,as
sessions are lled in the semiofficial parlance. Some
have to stay for ours and hours beyond the standard
five or so, crying waiting to emotionally rebalance,
lyingonamattress, robingthesecrets,trauma,be-
lief or grief buried in eir subconscious. Dr. X re-
callsapatientwhowasco ideringaround-the-clock
Klonopin prescription for an ety; she reluctantly de-
cided to try a journey instead. the “medicine”, she
spent seven hours unraveling balli ically, picturing
herselfdumpingsadnessoutofherch tintoajade
box that she put a golden heart-shaped lo on and
tossed into the sea. She’d been sceptical going i but
afteritwasover,Dr.Xsays,“Shewassoangryth
itwasillegal.”¶BecauseDr.X’shallmarktreatment