112 | July⢠2018
I SURVIVED A STROKE
stroke:suddennumbnessorconfu-
sion trouble seeing or walking dizzi-
ness or severe headache. I also found
severaltests.Canyouraiseyour
arms?Canyousmile?Canyoumake
upandrepeatacompletesentence?
Iliftedmyarmsabovemyhead.I
smiled.
So I told myself youâre not having
astroke.
IfiguredIhaddonemyresearch
andstillfeelingtiredwentback
tobed.Ihadtheluthatwasital-
though the image of my uncoopera-
tivehandstillnaggedatthebackof
my mind. And I still felt odd ... per-
hapsalittlelight-headedordizzy.
About 4pm Pat came home. âYouâre
still in bed!â she remarked.
âYesâIadmitted.
âAreyoustillfeelingpoorly?â
âYes.â
âDoyouthinkweshouldheadinto
emergency?â
âNoâ I insisted. âIâve probably got
thelu.Iâdbewastingtheirtime.â
AnotherhourpassedandIstillfelt
âoddâandabitnervousthatmysymp-
toms persisted. Finally Pat insisted
weheadforthehospital.Shedropped
meofwhileshewenttoparkthecar.
I weaved my way into reception my
Istoodinthedoorwayofthebath-
roomofourhomeinVancouver
Island Canada watching my wife
Patpreparetogoouttolunchwith
friends.AsIleanedagainstthedoor
jamb and took in an eyeful of the
woman I have loved for close to half
acenturysayinggoodbyeandtelling
hertohavefunIfeltabitodd.Not
nauseatedorfaintsimplyoddinside
myself.Perhapsabitweak.Nothing
outoftheordinarythatabrieflie
down wouldnât cure.
So I bid my wifeau revoirand
sprawledoutonthebed.Idriftedto
sleep.WhenIawoketwohourshad
passed. I staggered to my feet and
thoughtIâvegottogetsomework
done.Imademywaytomystudysat
down at my computer and noticed
myrighthandwassluggish.Myin-
gers were moving in slow motion.
Ipaused.Thiswasdefinitely
strange. I had developed the habit of
searchingtheWebforthepeculiar
thingshappeningtomybodyasI
gotolder.Sowithoutthinkingâand
IâmnotsurewhyIdidthisâItyped
âstrokeâintoGoogle.IcanâtsaywhyI
typedâstrokeâandnotâluâorâLyme
diseaseâ or âheart attackâ.
I found the common symptoms for
N
OONEWANTSTOBELIEVETHATINAMATTEROF
hourstheycouldbelaidlowbyastrokelyinginbed
barely able to move or talk. But it happened to Ron
Smith. Here he describes the devastating attack and
his long and unpredictable road to recovery.