om spirit
I’ve been away, too long.
This body is, unyielding and tight.
Every stretch, is a lesson.
Every breath, is a fight.
I’m, frustrated, with my muscles.
I’m, angry, with my hips.
This mind is racing.
But thoughts are trapped,
Behind these English lips
Stiff and broken, tired,
The shoulders cry out for relief
The joints are shouting messages
Of doubt and fear and grief,
Of late nights, early mornings,
Of fights, and tears and woes
These stresses manifest themselves
In pinched, unstable toes
Inhale: I don’t want to meet this world
Exhale: with hate and greed
Inhale: my body and soul were meant
Exhale: for a different creed
Inhale: I honour the light, the love, the truth, the beauty and peace,
Exhale: That exists in you and I, and all, our heart’s release.
Inhale: The universe exists in you, as it exists in me
Exhale: how privileged we are to be alive with time to ‘be’
Inhale: I reach for the sky, I fly
Exhale: my roots to the floor
Inhale: I twist and turn and find,
Exhale: a body I adore
This body that has, carried me
As I have changed, matured
This body that has felt me break
And lovingly endured
The tears of a life well lived are shed
Light pulses through my bones,
And coming back to the mat now feels, a lot like, coming home.
Namasté
A poem by Becci Smith
Coming back to the mat