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SAUGUS HIGH SCHOOL SHOOTING
students were targeted.
“He seemed very familiar
with firing the weapon,” Vil-
lanueva said. He added that
the shooting was not a “spur
of the moment act,” but offi-
cials have not determined a
motive.
Federal and state investi-
gators were also trying to de-
termine whether the hand-
gun used by the shooter was
assembled from parts pur-
chased separately, law en-
forcement sources told The
Times.
Such so-called ghost
guns are unserialized weap-
ons manufactured from
parts that can be ordered
through the mail or mach-
ined parts acquired from
underground makers.
The sources said the gun
design appeared to be un-
usual but emphasized that
officials don’t know its ori-
gins at this time.
Investigators found sev-
eral firearms during a search
of the teen’s home, some of
which were not registered.
Villanueva did not specify
what types of guns were re-
covered. The L.A. County
Sheriff ’s Department is
working with the federal Bu-
reau of Alcohol, Tobacco,
Firearms and Explosives to
trace the origins of the .45-
caliber handgun that was
used in the shooting.
Deputy James Callahan,
a school resource officer at
Saugus, said he was on his
way to campus when the
shooter call went out Thurs-
day. When he arrived min-
utes later, he rushed to help
students wounded in the
quad along with other off-
duty law enforcement offi-
cers who were already ren-
dering aid.
“When you’re a school re-
source deputy, you take a lot
of pride in keeping your cam-
pus secure,” he said. “You
never think a tragic thing
like this is going to happen.”
A day after the gunfire,
students, parents and law
enforcement officers de-
scribed the tightknit com-
munity as being in a state of
mourning. Many continued
to struggle with the violence
that had unfolded.
Xitlali Rodriguez, 16, had
been sitting in her first-
period digital photo class
when she heard the gun-
shots. The classroom door
was wide open, she said, and
she was just one building
away from the quad where
the shooter opened fire.
She said she thought she
was going to die. The stu-
dents did their best to keep a
low profile: They closed the
door, shut off the lights and
hid in the room. Everyone
was texting family and
friends. She watched as
some cried silently while
others hugged, trying to
comfort one another.
Rodriguez said she
talked to the emotional sup-
port counselors at school,
who told her she was suffer-
ing from acute post-trauma-
tic stress disorder.
“I’m thankful to be
around family, and I’m
happy that I am safe,” she
said, “but I’m scared to go to
school or large public areas
now, and no one should have
to feel like that.”
Coroner’s officials on Fri-
day identified the 15-year-
old girl who died in the
shooting as Gracie Anne
Muehlberger and the 14-
year-old boy who died as
Dominic Blackwell.
Two teenage girls who
were wounded in the shoot-
ing remained hospitalized
Friday but were expected to
recover from their injuries.
One of those girls, 15, ar-
rived Thursday at Provi-
dence Holy Cross Medical
Center with a gunshot
wound below her belly but-
ton, doctors say. The bullet,
which had lodged in her hip,
was removed by surgeons.
The other, 14, arrived at
the same hospital with gun-
shot wounds to her left
shoulder and lower ab-
domen. Both girls are ex-
pected to be released in the
next day or two, doctors say.
The teens are staying in the
same room and are sur-
rounded by their families.
“Once we were done with
the work-up, they were both
sitting up, smiling and talk-
ing,” Dr. Boris Borazjani
said during a morning news
conference at the hospital.
A third injured student, a
14-year-old boy, was treated
and released Thursday from
the hospital. His specific in-
juries were not revealed.
Kaitlin Holt never ex-
pected to experience a
school shooting in her first
teaching job — or to have to
act as a first responder.
But that’s what the 26-
year-old Saugus High
School choir teacher did
Thursday morning. Holt’s
students had been listening
to a recording of themselves
singing at a jazz festival
when several students ran
into her classroom. They
told her they had heard gun-
shots.
“It was just fight or
flight,” Holt said. “I didn’t
have time to think of any-
thing except of survival for
my students.”
She locked and barri-
caded the door, moving her
students into an office
within the classroom. Once
inside, one of the students
who had run in told Holt that
she thought she had gotten
shot.
“Her adrenaline was so
high she didn’t know she had
been shot,” Holt said.
The girl, a freshman, had
been shot on her right side
and on her left shoulder.
Months before, during a
school staff meeting, Holt
had watched a tutorial on
how to use a gunshot wound
kit. She left her office to get a
kit from her classroom and
wrapped the wound on the
girl’s side while putting pres-
sure on the shoulder wound.
Meanwhile, a senior stu-
dent called the police to let
them know about the
wounded student. Another
senior guarded the door of
the office with a fire extin-
guisher. After about 20 min-
utes, police came into the
classroom and told the stu-
dents they could leave the
room. Though the incident
shook Holt, she said it hasn’t
deterred her from wanting
to teach.
“I just don’t think this
should be part of my job,”
she said.
Detectives have con-
ducted 40 interviews and
still have six to go in their ef-
forts to piece together what
led up to Thursday’s shoot-
ing. They’ve also searched
the shooter’s papers and
computer hard drives for
any clues as to a motive, but
so far, none has emerged.
The teen didn’t leave behind
a suicide note or manifesto
detailing any plans, Sheriff ’s
Capt. Kent Wegener said
Friday.
Friends and neighbors of
the shooter were stunned,
saying the teen showed no
signs of aggression. He ran
junior varsity cross-country
and helped younger mem-
bers in his Boy Scout troop.
Classmates described him
as being very intelligent, an
academic achiever who
often received the highest
marks in his classes.
“He was pretty funny
too,” Brooke Risley, 16, said.
“He had a higher-level
type of humor that often
I couldn’t even get the joke
’cause it was above my
head.”
However, public records
and a high-ranking law en-
forcement source indicated
there were signs of trouble at
home.
His family life in Santa
Clarita had been upended by
his father’s sudden death in
December 2017, acquaint-
ances said. More recently, a
source told The Times that
the boy was having prob-
lems with his girlfriend, who
was his emotional anchor.
The teen’s father, Mark
Berhow, had been arrested
on suspicion of driving
under the influence in 2013
and 2015 and pleaded no con-
test twice. The second time,
he was sentenced to 45 days
in jail and five years’ proba-
tion.
According to jail records,
he was also booked in 2015 on
suspicion of attempted bat-
tery of a spouse. Prosecutors
declined to file charges in
that case, citing insufficient
evidence.
Times staff writers Sarah
Parvini, James Queally,
Soumya Karlamangla and
Alejandra Reyes-Velarde
contributed to this report.
Firearms taken from teenager’s home
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TWO PEOPLE VISITa makeshift memorial in Santa Clarita’s Central Park to victims of Thursday’s shooting at Saugus High School.
Irfan KhanLos Angeles Times
VICKY VILLARREALand Matthew Arauz visit the
memorial. Officials said the two killed were Gracie
Anne Muehlberger, 15, and Dominic Blackwell, 14.
Kent NishimuraLos Angeles Times
on the quad?
How do you protect
yourself from something
you can’t predict and don’t
understand?
::
That’s a question we’ve
been asking ever since the
shocking massacre 20 years
ago at Colorado’s Col-
umbine High School. The
murder of a teacher and 12
students by a pair of misfit
classmates on a deadly
rampage jangled us free
from the notion of school as
a safe space.
That tragedy is blamed
by experts for sparking a
wave of school shootings
that has taken more than
350 lives, shows no sign of
ending and spawned an
industry of school-shooter
protection programs to
prepare for what was once
unthinkable.
“Students today should
be as familiar with active
shooter protocols as they
are with fire drills or proto-
cols for earthquakes and
other natural disasters,”
said USC professor Erroll
Southers, a former FBI
agent and director of the
university’s Safe Communi-
ties Institute.
For the last 20 years, he’s
been visiting schools across
the country, assessing
everything from where the
classroom windows are to
how many kids sit alone in
the lunchroom.
In some ways, protecting
students has become its
own sort of arms race, with
schools going to such ex-
tremes that school-shooter
training might actually
traumatize the students it’s
intended to protect.
“There’s a school of
thought that you have to
enact sensorial training
drills — firing blank guns
and tackling individuals —
to make it a real life experi-
ence,” said Melissa Reeves,
a Winthrop University pro-
fessor who helped write a
national curriculum for
school crisis interventions.
“But we don’t light a fire
in the hallway to do fire
drills.”
In fact, that kind of vis-
ceral experience can pro-
voke such an intense emo-
tional response that stu-
dents wind up more scared
than prepared.
Most schools prepare
teachers and students as
Saugus High did, with rou-
tine lockdown drills, often
built on a hierarchical
mantra of survival options:
Run, hide, fight.
Critics worry that’s not
enough to equip young
people; that students will
panic and freeze when a real
crisis occurs.
But the response of
Saugus High students and
teachers to Thursday’s
crisis suggests otherwise.
They married instinct with
preparation and did their
campus and community
proud.
I watched their stories
unfold in news interviews on
a day of relentless television
coverage. Their presence of
mind astounded me.
Students who could fled
the campus at the sound of
gunshots and shouted
warnings to others. There
was panic and confusion,
but there was no stampede.
Teachers guided kids
away from danger, yanked
them into classrooms,
shoved them into safe
spaces, and calmly issued
orders — turn those cell-
phones off — that teenagers
efficiently obeyed.
Behind locked doors,
desks became barriers, fire
extinguishers were mar-
shaled as weapons, and
students armed themselves
with scissors, “just in case
you have to fight back,” one
boy told reporters.
And in the eerie quiet of a
choir practice room, an
injured student who’d stum-
bled in bloody from the
quad assured worried
schoolmates that she would
be OK — as a teacher
dressed her two bullet
wounds with supplies from
the classroom’s gunshot
wound kit, lamenting only
that she didn’t have a sec-
ond kit.
::
The mere idea that class-
rooms today need gunshot
wound kits makes me want
to cry.
But that’s our new reality
in this country. And no
neighborhood can expect to
be immune.
I could sense the stu-
dents’ soul-searching as
they tried to answer the
question that virtually every
reporter asked: How do you
feel?
This was unfamiliar
territory for them. They’d
grown up in a community
considered one of the safest
cities for children in Ameri-
ca. They went to school with
kids they’d known all their
lives.
And there they were,
walking off campus in a
single-file line, many in
tears, with their arms above
their heads like criminals on
TV, being herded away from
a crime scene.
They felt scared, con-
fused, grateful, angry,
stunned. And all the grown-
ups had to offer them in the
moment were hugs and
refrains of “Thank God you
are OK.”
I couldn’t stop thinking
about Adriana casting
about for some sign that
things could be made OK,
longing for the kind of pro-
tections that urban schools
are trying to get rid of.
“We have open gates,”
she complained. “We don’t
check IDs. There’s no metal
detectors. Maybe we need
metal detectors.”
But who wants schools
to look like penitentiaries?
“You could put all the
physical protectors in place
... and still there’s no way we
can stop everything bad
from happening,” said
Reeves, a former president
of the National Assn. of
School Psychologists. “The
more you make it like a
fortress, the more they feel
unsafe.”
Her advice has nothing
to do with searches or
equipment:
“We’ve got to deal with
this on the front end with
kids, so they’re not feeling so
hopeless and angry and
desperate.”
It seems to me we’re all
feeling a little desperate
right now, wishing there was
one right answer — just do
this and you will be safe.
But that doesn’t really
exist, inside or outside of
school, in our world today.
Unfamiliar territory in a close-knit city
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PEOPLEat a prayer gathering after the shooting. “It doesn’t seem like this is
something that should happen here,” said a Saugus High School sophomore.
Luis Sinco Los Angeles Times