88 MUSCLE & FITNESS / AUGUST 2019
I had only just met my partner, so I didn’t want to put
on her. I had always worked tirelessly for everything in
life but accepted that I was unable to look after myself.
My weight plummeted to eight stone due to being
unable to have solid food for eight weeks. Three years
of no training passed and became startlingly apparent
on my gaunt body; my waist measured 26 inches with
10-inch arms and 16-inch legs. As somebody who had
always trained, the thought of starting all over again
was devastating but I knew I had the resolve to build
myself back up again, I just needed to listen to my body.
I moved to Leicester and started back in the gym,
enlisting the help of coach Zac Fotheringham, I loved
training so much that I even did a level three PT
course. A few years passed of incorporating a decent
training regimen and I had made some great gains;
things were finally on the up, however unbeknownst to
me, another catastrophe was looming. In October 2015,
I suffered a tragic car accident. I experienced extensive
ligament and muscle damage to my arms, neck, back
and knees; but was I was lucky to be alive. Twelve
months of intense physio followed with huge weight
loss once again. I was fed up: “Wow! Can’t I just have
a break” I thought in a state of absolute melancholy.
My confidence hit an all-time low; it had taken me so
long to get back into shape. Doctors advised me to
stop training legs altogether “it will do more harm
than good” they warned sternly. This was the most
painful obstacle to overcome as training legs in one
way or another was always my means of keeping
my mental health in check.
After rehab nothing was clicking; I got back in touch
with my old coach Zac, I needed someone to push
me, and his no bullsh*t approach was exactly what
I wanted. We set up a transformation programme;
starting all over again and have been working hard
at it for the last 16 months. I’m determined to not be
beat! Results have been promising despite just being
checked for thyroid, prolactin and testosterone levels
due to gaining lots of fat on a calorie controlled diet
and not feeling right in myself.
Just recently, my mum passed away; it was a huge
shock and hit me and my family very hard. She was a
massive influence in driving me to do better and not
letting things get to me. She was responsible for my
‘hard work pays off’ attitude and has helped me over
the years to realise that I want to help others reach
their goals. I have just qualified in level three sports
massage and Hijama cupping and aim to set up
a gym in the Leicestershire area to inspire others
to be the best versions of themselves.
By James Ward
PHOTO: REBECCA ANDREWS