go of some of the active vibrations that she remembered about him when he was
physical in order to find him now in the Non-Physical. And because she wanted
so much to find him, she was able to do that. And in doing so, she’s finding her
own Inner Being in a stronger way.
That was a surprise to Esther. She has been living happily ever after for a long
time, following what she considered to be a wise man who was always loving
and kind and always good to everyone. She let him take the lead and she
followed in pure bliss. But now she is discovering that he wants her to lead, and
that he revels in the alignment that she finds.
Is this done through a feeling?Yes. When Jerry was in his physical body and Jerry and Esther were having a
conversation, she would say, “I really want to know what you think about this.”
And he would say, “I don’t think you really want to know what I think. I think
you want me to agree with what you think about it.” And that was sorta kinda
true.
Where now she’s not interested in him agreeing with her. She really wants to
know what he thinks. She wants to train her vibration into that Pure, Positive
Energy, you see.
Does he give her signals when he’s around? Does the furniture move? Do
things fall off the bookcase?
We were talking earlier with you about how even though you had a big wad of
resistance relative to your father, the power of your desire eventually led to that
wonderful moment of forgiveness and your coming back into complete
alignment. And so this experience of Jerry and Esther will tell you a lot.
Not long after Jerry had made his transition, Esther was really having a hard
day. She was visiting with her sister Jeanne, saying out loud to her, “Where is
Jerry? He said that he would show up. Where is he? I want to know where he is.
I can’t find him. Where is he?”
And at that moment, the Sara book—Esther wrote a series of Sara books
which present the Teachings of Abraham through a fictional story about a girl
named Sara—on the shelf right where Jerry had placed it, slapped right down on
the shelf. Esther knew that Jerry was making his presence known to her in the
moment of her extremely powerful desire. That was about two years ago, but
now Esther knows that Jerry will not play that silly game with her. In other