An e lf who begins to experience these other-life mem-ories mig ht live on as norm
a l for decades, but as the
intrus ions become more
frequent, they take their tollon the individual's out
look. Eventually, an elrs thoughtsstart drifting away from worldly accomplishments
and
turning more and more inwa rd. This change is gradualat first, but it becomes
more and more severe until itcan't be ignored. When that happens, an elf loses
inter-
est in the
outside world and wants nothing more than
to return
home, to be surrounded by others of their ownkind, to explore the memories they've
accumulated inthis life and keep them separate from
the ever-increas-ing number of other-life memories
that are resurfacing.Most e lves undergo this experience
in thei r third orfourth century. Elves who led extre mely active a nd dan-gerous lives, such as adventurers, seem to be affectedearlier than those who
pursue more sedate occupations.Notably, elves who hav
e been revived from de ath bymagical means seem to experience their first other-lifememory earlier than they otherwise might.Regardless of how soon or how often elves exp
erie ncesuch memories, most consider them a blessing
from thegods. The expe
riences of other lives that are revisitedduring trance
can be examined for lessons to be appliedduring
one's waking life, signs from the gods, or ways toopen an elf's perspective to other points
of view.A handful of elves in any generation
never experiencea n other-life memory during trance.
It's hypothesizedthat these select few might be reincarnations of the orig-inal primal e lves who sprang from Corellon's blood andwere allowed to stay in his company. Although most el-der elves become more
sere ne, these rare folk spend therest of their lives throwing
themselves into dangeroussituations, as if dar
ing death to try to ta ke them.AGING AND DEATH
Most elves don't age outwardly as other humanoids do.The s kin of adults remains smooth, their hair docs
notgray, and their bones
do not ache. Even the oldest elveslook s imila r in age
to a human of p erhaps 30 years.Yet there is one sure sign that an elf is nearing
the endof life: cataracts in the shape of crescents, points
down,that appear over the pupils of both eyes wh
en the elf isin tra nce.
This change, commonl y known as Transcen-dence,
is evidence that Sehanine Moonbow has openedthe
door to enable the elf's soul to return to Arvandor- adirect sign from the gods that it's time
to get one's af-fairs in order.How much time an elf's body has left is never certa in.Whether hours or years, the period is marked by bothintense joy and great sadness. Most mortal elves acceptthe ir upcoming fate with
optimism or resignation, butsome react by throwing
themselves back into the labors
of life with a frenzy other
elves consider unbecoming.Elves who die of old age without experiencing Tran-scendence are believed to have been denied admissionto Arvandor, and thus
their souls pass on to other planesand are never reincarnated.
The living are left to guesswhy this might
be true, but an e lf's conduct during lifeofte n offers
a clue. Drow never experie nce Transcen-dence, for example, and the same is true
for elves whoturn to the worship of gods other than
the Seldarine.THE ELVEN
OUTLOOKThe elves of the s urface realms have a unique per-spective on the workings of the world and their placein it that is a mixture of all the factors that s hape theirnature, dating back to the rift between the prima l e lvesa nd Corellon in the tim
e before time.CULTUR A L MELANCH O LY
The reason that elves are seldom frivolous and carefreeis rooted in a n inborn malaise or sorrow that infusedthe primal elves when they chose to stop followingCore llon's path. These
feelings of regret and sadnessgrip all elves at
various times in their lives and impactevery aspect
of their society.Priests among the elves typically believe
that thebroken link can never be healed unless Corellon
has achange of
heart. And as changeable as Corellon is, thegod has
been adamant on one point: as long as Lo lthremain
s in existence, the responsibility for h er b etrayalfalls on all elves. When the primal elves cast aside form-lessness and impermanence for
the promise of great·ness, they forsook the part of their nature that Corellonmost cherished- and, worse
still, by doing so they some-how compromised Core
llon's mutability as well.Whether or not Lo
lth tricked the primal elves, toCorellon's mind, is beside
the point. They chose to fol-low her lead, which precipitated the schism betweenCore llon a nd Lolth, even if many of them ultimatelyremained loyal
to Corellon. Now the elves of the worldmust forev
e r live and die and live again. suffering theconsequences
of their ancestors' poor judgment. In thisCHAPrER 2 FIVES39