Mary's  Church, about   five    blocks  away.   Mom,    however,    said    nuns    were
killjoys    who took    the fun out of  religion.   She wanted  us  to  go  to  a   public
school   called  Emerson.   Although     we  lived   outside     the     district,   Mom
begged  and cajoled the principal   until   he  allowed us  to  enroll.
We  were    not on  the bus route,  and it  was a   bit of  a   hike    to  school, but
none    of  us  minded  the walk.   Emerson was in  a   fancy   neighborhood    with
streets canopied    by  eucalyptus  trees,  and the school  building    looked  like
a   Spanish hacienda,   with    a   red terra-cotta roof.   It  was surrounded  by
palm    trees   and banana  trees,  and,    when    the bananas ripened,    the students
all got free    bananas at  lunch.  The playground  at  Emerson was covered
with     lush    green  grass   watered by  a   sprinkler   system, and it  had more
equipment    than    I'd     ever   seen:    seesaws,    swings,     a   merry-go-round,     a
jungle  gym,    tether  balls,  and a   running track.
Miss    Shaw,   the teacher in  the third-grade class   I   was assigned    to, had
steely  gray    hair    and pointy-rimmed   glasses and a   stern   mouth.  When    I
told     her     I'd     read    all     the     Laura   Ingalls     Wilder  books,  she     raised  her
eyebrows    skeptically,    but after   I   read    aloud   from    one of  them,   she moved
me  into    a   reading group   for gifted  children.
Lori's  and Brian's teachers    also    put them    in  gifted  reading groups. Brian
hated   it, because the other   kids    were    older   and he  was the littlest    guy in
the  class,  but     Lori    and     I   were    secretly    thrilled    to  be  called special.
Instead of  letting on  that    we  felt    that    way,    however,    we  made    light   of  it.
When    we  told    Mom and Dad about   our reading groups, we  paused  before
the word.   "gifted,"   clasping    our hands   beneath our chins,  fluttering  our
eyelids,    and pretending  to  look    angelic.
"Don't  make    a   mockery of  it,"    Dad said.   "'Course    you're  special.    Haven't
I   always  told    you that?"
Brian   gave    Dad a   sideways    look.   "If we're   so  special,"   he  said    slowly,
"why    don't   you..." His words   petered out.