Therearemanyaccountsofpeoplewhosaytheyhavefound
Godthroughtheirdeepsuffering,andthereis theChristian
expression"thewayofthecross,"whichIsupposepointsto
thesamething.
Weareconcernedwithnothingelsehere.
Strictly speaking, they did not find God through their
suffering, because suffering implies resistance. They found
Godthroughsurrender,through total acceptanceof what is,
intowhichtheywere forcedbytheir intensesuffering.They
must have realized on some level that their pain was self-
created. How do you equate surrender with finding God?
Sinceresistanceisinseparablefromthemind,relinquishment
of resistance —surrender —isthe endof the mind asyour
master, the impostor pretending to be "you," the false god.
Alljudgmentandallnegativitydissolve.TherealmofBeing,
which had been obscured by the mind, then opens up.
Suddenly, a great stillness arises within you, an
unfathomablesenseofpeace.Andwithinthatpeace,thereis
great joy. And within that joy, there is love. And at the
innermost core, there is the sacred, the immeasurable, That
whichcannotbenamed.
I don't call it finding God, because how can you find
that which was never lost, the very life that you are? The
wordGodis limitingnotonlybecauseofthousandsofyears
of misperceptionand misuse, but alsobecause it implies an
entityotherthanyou.GodisBeingitself,notabeing.There
canbenosubject-objectrelationshiphere,noduality,noyou
and God. God-realizationis themost natural thingthere is.
The amazing and incomprehensible fact is not that you can
become conscious of God but that you are not consciousof
God.
Thewayofthecrossthatyoumentionedistheoldway
toenlightenment,anduntilrecentlyitwastheonlyway.But
don'tdismissitorunderestimateitsefficacy.Itstillworks.
The way of the cross is a complete reversal. It means
that the worst thing in your life, your cross, turns into the