2352 Les Miserables
platitudes to you, you are mistaken. I am proud. I shall wait
for you now. You shall see, that it is you who are going to be
bored without me. I am going, it is well.’
And she left the room.
Two seconds later, the door opened once more, her fresh
and rosy head was again thrust between the two leaves, and
she cried to them:
‘I am very angry indeed.’
The door closed again, and the shadows descended once
more.
It was as though a ray of sunlight should have suddenly
traversed the night, without itself being conscious of it.
Marius made sure that the door was securely closed.
‘Poor Cosette!’ he murmured, ‘when she finds out ...’
At that word Jean Valjean trembled in every limb. He
fixed on Marius a bewildered eye.
‘Cosette! oh yes, it is true, you are going to tell Cosette
about this. That is right. Stay, I had not thought of that. One
has the strength for one thing, but not for another. Sir, I
conjure you, I entreat now, sir, give me your most sacred
word of honor, that you will not tell her. Is it not enough
that you should know it? I have been able to say it myself
without being forced to it, I could have told it to the uni-
verse, to the whole world,—it was all one to me. But she, she
does not know what it is, it would terrify her. What, a con-
vict! we should be obliged to explain matters to her, to say
to her: ‘He is a man who has been in the galleys.’ She saw the
chain-gang pass by one day. Oh! My God!’ ... He dropped
into an arm-chair and hid his face in his hands.